why this time?

I thought I will have the chance.
I even thought things could gets better if I just follow my plan.
I also thought I will have more time.

Too bad things didn't work out as what I'm hoping for and planning.

Right now, at this instant I'm suffering confusion.
I don't know what to do. He said he quit.
This is too sudden that I can hardly catch my breath.

Once, the girls said I would leave too if he quit.
I blindly and simply told them I would, because him quitting was never on my mind.

Maybe I expect he'll quit but not so soon.
It's just too sudden for me, seriously.

Let's pray for some miracles to happen.