I've got to say what I've need to say

Is this really your true colour?
For as far as I know you, you're not such person at all.
It'll be a sad thing for me if you are really what you are now.

I don't know what's going on and you seems to be keeping a distance from me right now.
I don't know if what I've said that day leads to your current action or behaviour.
If that's the case then I'm sorry.
But come to think of it, I don't mind for what you had accidentally did or said to me.
I understand how depressed you are right now but please don't ever hide away from me.
Maybe you don't want to hurt me like what you did, but honestly you already did right now.
What I'm feeling right now it's like there's a huge barrier between you and me and I've got to break it myself.

I just wish you can go back to how you used to be, how we used to talk and most importantly be yourself right in front of me.
Don't hold back any of your action.
You know I understand you and you should know the way I think.
The way you are behaving right now makes me feel I've done something wrong.
If I did, tell me so.

Running away won't solve anything.
Sometimes don't use depression as an excuse. Everyone have their own problems, stress but life goes on, right?
If you need someone to talk to, go find them. The most important thing is that you're able to at least release a bit of the tension in you.
Like I've said I'll always support you and be right by your side.
I'm sorry if I can't be your 'Mrs. Smith' but I'm trying hard right now.
Don't ever give up when I'm not even giving up on you.

Sometimes you may not get what you really want or hoping for.
But still, don't lose hope.
You taught me to be confidence and believe in myself.
Now you've got to do that as well.
Do not worry about the future, no one can predict it, just live and cherish the present.
I know we both are deep thinkers but what's the point of thinking hard about the future if future still seems like a mist to us? You might as well used the time spent thinking about future on solving problems you are having now and live with the present?

The route that each of us walk are never a straight and smooth one.
There're curves, there're dead ends and etc.
All we got to do is avoid those curves or make a  turn back when you reach a dead end.
Eventually, you'll reach your destination.

Lastly, I'm sorry if you think my thoughts are somehow naive or main stream to you.
But do you know that sometimes having naive thoughts save you from many stress?
And Dan, I believe in you! =)