Well I'm partially came back from where I supposed to be hehe..
Having exam so can't blame for not going online~
Anyway.. don't mention anything about exam now~ I don't even have the mood to talk about it arghh~

So first of all I would like to welcome back myself to my own world where I can write anything I like in here, anything that I want to say in here and any complaints that I want to complain.

Got back to my facebook..
Don't know what's wrong with it, it seems that all my notifications from 40 suddenly turns to 8 even though i didn't even have a look at them. Well never mind~ Visit my 6E's group, a group created for all primary friends to gather.

I think after entering that page, seriously become a bit emo d haha~
They didn't did anything wrong or what, just my own low self esteem~
They wanted to have a gathering and I keep wondering whether to go or not lol~

It's not easy to say go means go for me.
I don't mind any other gathering but this I seriously don't know~
I had a nightmare during primary and I really never wanted to go back to that moment.
I was the class's joker, got teased by them and my class teacher even teased me one year~

OK! not to say I'm a sensitive person or what it's just that the feelings doesn't feel that nice~
Looking at how my friends or even my best buddies, they changed.
Yea~ they indeed changed a lot and I understand that people do change.
I don't mind how they look, whether they're a nerd or not i don't mind it's just their behaviour~
I hardly believe that one of my best buddy came into there and post f*** 6E
So swt man~

I practically don't like people to speak bad words when it is not necessary~
I don't know why, this is just my character and I guess that's why I get bullied easily~
I don't think i gave my ex classmates a good impression~
So.. I don't know~
Even after i joined that group, don't seem that most of my comments were replied~
I'm just like an outcast at there~
Sometimes i really wondered why am i so stupid to care for people who don't even care about me?
I think that what makes me for who I am now~

A girl who only know how to care and think about others before herself. Sometimes living as this kind of person is really tiring, but what to do??
Cause that's me~
And I love the imperfect me~

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it's just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you.

Just love these sentences~
I extract it from a lyrics, though I don't know who sang it or is the lyric really (some people might just write it)
It's a instrumental song
The best instrumental song I ever found, composed by Yiruma
This lyric is found in the song 'Kiss the rain'*
This song make me feels like learning back piano
I regret for giving up lol

*the song playing in my blog

Well.. I think some people know what I had done to my dad's lap top from my facebook wall post..
Yea~ I screwed my dad's lap top by downloading and installing an unknown software which claimed itself to be security antivirus~
This software looks similar to the PC live guard - the logo. However, it's actually a scam which I, Nicole Tan get coned by it lol
This software will pop up in a window saying that there are many threats detected, more than 10 and it's harmful to your computer. So in order to remove it, the software will ask you to download it which in turn required you to BUY the antivirus ==

Since, I'm a novice in computer, I stupid stupid go and listen to those rubbish and download it. But, I'm still smart enough of not to go and buy it~ ^^
I scanned the laptop but it shows no threats found and there's nothing wrong. According to the unknown software (actually called rogue antivirus), my firewall is disabled, I can't update blah blah blah.. and everything I have to do is to buy that thing =="""

Well.. I'm indeed panicking but later I just don't care it lol~~
Who knows, I scolded by my bro and mom, but my dad is actually fine with it ^^
My mom scold me for only know how to play computer which I actually got study just that using computer to ease my boredness, and my bro anger is totally understood lol~
So guys!! don't follow the footsteps I took..
My bro spent for 2 days just to fix that thing and I think it's ok right now lol~

Preparing to download the programe

This one tell you the threats in your computer, but it's fake

Everything being disabled lol~

Another fake thingy

Fake~

This is spamboat, saying that virus being sent to your email

So... don't do what I had done~
If you feel like playing it, go ahead =D

*sry, picture quite blur*