Welcome back~

Well I'm partially came back from where I supposed to be hehe..
Having exam so can't blame for not going online~
Anyway.. don't mention anything about exam now~ I don't even have the mood to talk about it arghh~

So first of all I would like to welcome back myself to my own world where I can write anything I like in here, anything that I want to say in here and any complaints that I want to complain.

Got back to my facebook..
Don't know what's wrong with it, it seems that all my notifications from 40 suddenly turns to 8 even though i didn't even have a look at them. Well never mind~ Visit my 6E's group, a group created for all primary friends to gather.

I think after entering that page, seriously become a bit emo d haha~
They didn't did anything wrong or what, just my own low self esteem~
They wanted to have a gathering and I keep wondering whether to go or not lol~

It's not easy to say go means go for me.
I don't mind any other gathering but this I seriously don't know~
I had a nightmare during primary and I really never wanted to go back to that moment.
I was the class's joker, got teased by them and my class teacher even teased me one year~

OK! not to say I'm a sensitive person or what it's just that the feelings doesn't feel that nice~
Looking at how my friends or even my best buddies, they changed.
Yea~ they indeed changed a lot and I understand that people do change.
I don't mind how they look, whether they're a nerd or not i don't mind it's just their behaviour~
I hardly believe that one of my best buddy came into there and post f*** 6E
So swt man~

I practically don't like people to speak bad words when it is not necessary~
I don't know why, this is just my character and I guess that's why I get bullied easily~
I don't think i gave my ex classmates a good impression~
So.. I don't know~
Even after i joined that group, don't seem that most of my comments were replied~
I'm just like an outcast at there~
Sometimes i really wondered why am i so stupid to care for people who don't even care about me?
I think that what makes me for who I am now~

A girl who only know how to care and think about others before herself. Sometimes living as this kind of person is really tiring, but what to do??
Cause that's me~
And I love the imperfect me~