When you was small, you love role-playing activities.

You'll do all sort of silly and crazy things like becoming chef, cashier, waitress etc etc.

Can you imagine what will it be when everything becomes real?

You have to serve your customers, you have to cook, you have to collect and count money.

Today is the chaotic day ever.

Even though today is just a free trial, everything is under chaos.

You don't know what's the table number, orderings are delayed, foods and drinks are serving at slow pace..

And..

You'll eventually hear customers complaining about this and that.

Stolen Recipes. A new restaurant with exciting and interesting concept, with the theme and service provided.

I can't imagine my life when the clock strikes 7.30pm.

All the directors and share holders of the restaurant, with their family came in and everything start to go upside down.

Anyway, it's fun, though it's very tiring.

So, after today's event, I think I'll be very busy for training.

12pm to 10pm..

Can't imagine how will it be but I hope it'll be an interesting one =)

Just hope Stolen Recipes and keep on growing and achieve our vision and mission.

Cheers~ for Stolen Recipes

Pharmacist or Nutritionist??

This question has been spinning inside my head for almost 2 weeks and I can't make a decision

Pharmacist. I may have a better future with it, where I'll have a higher income. But the job scope sounds kind boring to me. Prescribing medicine to patients, memorizing the formula, the structure etc etc..

Nutritionist. I not sure how much income I can get from this job, but I believe it's job scope it's not that difficult as Pharmacist. I can face foods, think about foods, helping people to choose the right diet and foods to lead a healthy lifestyle etc etc..

So basically, I think I prefer nutritionist over pharmacist.

What I fear is, I plan to work in overseas. What if I can't find a job at there as nutritionist. I mean they doesn't want to accept foreigners. I'm deciding to go to UK and now foreigners can't work at there. Then, I'll have to come back to Malaysia and I don't think nutritionist in on demand.

As for Pharmacist the same case, but when I come back to Malaysia, I can find a job easily?? I read some comments on pharmacist and they said there's a glut in this job. But, that's base on USA comments.

Besides, I have to see on my A-Level results. So, as for now I really don't know which to choose. My parents suggest me to go for pharmacist but my heart is more on nutritionist and there's fear behind where I can't guarantee my future with nutritionist. I'm willing to go for pharmacist but I like foods lol..

This is one thing I should say to everyone and also to my blog~

It's already been 2 years since I opened this blog

There's nothing special for this year xmas. I don't have plan to go out with friends like what I had last year. So, this year, I only spend my day with online friends (Perfect World). Though we didn't meet each other, but I had fun celebrating Christmas with them.

By the way, I got my Christmas gift too~ I think this is best Christmas gift so far. Thanks to HottChick for giving me a pet ride. I'm really touched and happy though it's not something real =)

But.. also thanks to Zesca, StrykerX and Alyssa. They helped me a lot when I don't understand a thing in Perfect World. People always say do not trust online friends, but I think it'll be an exceptional case for them =) ( and also HC xD)

So guys, I promise I'll try my best to LV up despite how busy I am =P

Anyway, Merry Xmas to all my friends and a Happy New Year

Hope everyone can enjoy this Christmas and the coming 2011

=)

*peace* ^^v

3 days of Digital Fair is finally over!!!!

I'm so overjoy when the clock strikes 9pm..
At last I can finally have a long sleep and recover all my stamina for standing approximately 30hours~
Wee~~~

This is the best part-time job I've ever had.
Even though the job is damn tiring but it's fun to be with all the promoters and sandwich boys.

Some of us did crazy stuffs despite we're on duty to promote our products, especially that sandwich boy Sing Siaw who try to cheat small girl like me on the 1st day of our work. Luckily I'm smart enough not to get cheated. But I always got teased and he somehow did some stuffs which embarrassed me. *sigh*
Anyway, I feel that it's kinda long that I had this kind of feeling. This reminds me how Jenny and I used to bully the boys and get bullied by them when we're in primary school and of course in online games. It's really fun and these 3 days do bring all my memories back, all thanks to 'Mr. Cheater' =)

Besides, I also got to learn some economic knowledge from Jenny.
Quite interesting and I kinda like it, but I'm not putting my interest into econs =)

Other than that, someone ask me to get a boyfriend lol..

Dating will makes someone look more mature..

OK...

Does this means that I'm childish right now??

Hmm.....

But he said it's best to enjoy my single life *like*

So on the last day, all of us have a photo session.
Pity Elly that she fall sick yesterday, if not she can join us.
I feel so sorry for her.
I do miss her presence.

Anyway, hope we can meet each other again.. I'll miss you all <3>

Games booth at there~~ <3

We~

Jenny, me and Laveece~

Bad Sing Siaw lol..

All of us~

Last but not least...

KlCC night niew

Just watched Rapunzel with sis yesterday at Pavilion.
I believe everyone knows the story of Rapunzel, but Disney makes it slightly different from the usual story that we know.

I like the story line a lot and of course the movie itself.

Out of all the soundtracks in this movie, 'I see the light' caught my attention the most.

This is half of it.. (part in the movie)

This is the full song with lyrics

The lyrics is just so meaningful.
What I feel from it was, 'light' represent hope.
So no matter how deep we fall, there's always hope around us.
Depends on how you going to chase after it.

So..
Don't give up, as there's always hope, even the slightest one will do

Cheers

After A Levels for 1 1/2 years, this course is finally over
No more exams to worried for the moment, no more homework and etc.
Finally can relax and enjoy myself.

Should this be a good sign or a bad sign?

Once finishing this course, means that everyone will be heading their own goals and dreams.
As for a person like me, it’s somehow tough for me to accept it.
I did asked Sharon many times today, when will I be seeing you? when is the next time we will meet again?

I believe everyone is super happy with everything is ending.
Just don’t know why, but I start missing college, exclude those exam thingy.

But, I’m really happy that I was chosen to be in SN10C.
At first I thought this will be the end of me, but as time goes on, you eventually start to realise a lot of things and get close with everyone. I even got a nickname from SN10C. I believe this idea came from Kenny and Virgil.

Both of them really like to lecture me a lot. You know, everyday listening to them, talking non-stop like a parrot, keep repeating the same thing. You really want to close your ears when they start. But honestly, really thanks to them. Even though this is just from a guy point of view but I appreciate it a lot. No friend lectures me before so THIS IS MY VERY FIRST TIME from friends and guys. They seem to be teasing me a lot but I’m fine with it, though sometimes I really have no choice but to throw a fake temper at them.

Kow to me is like a joker. He laughed a lot and always does silly things. But when things get serious, he always tries his best to make it perfect and that’s when I feel he’s cool.

Virgil is somewhat a confusing guy. You can’t guess what he’s thinking. But I like to apologize him for wanting to sit with Elly all the time and he’s always in my way. I can’t give any good reasons for what I wish for, it just came out eventually. So sorry for that, really don’t know how to explain.

However, among them, I really wish to thanks Kenny a lot. I think it’s because we’re both born on the same day, I somehow able to understand what message he’s trying to tell me. But not all the times then, there’re some time when I really don’t get him and guess what he’ll call me?? Blur, noob, boon siew etc etc. It’s really hurting at first, because this is not what I wish for, but later on I have no choice but to accept it and sometimes think again and again.

As for the girls, I really like Elly, Joanne and Sharon a lot.

Elly, even though she has a small white face, tiny body, which makes people think she’s like a small girl but her thinking is somehow superb. I like her maturity. She always looks fierce and when she start talking something seriously you can feel that as though you’re being scolded. This is what I felt and from that moment, you’ll eventually try to think careful before making a good decision. Hanging out with her is best because she knows what to do and you got to learn from her. I’ll be really glad to have a sister like her.

Joanne. I like her smile, her passion, her way. Her character is somehow cool in terms of doing things. You’ll be lucky to have a best friend like her.

Sharon, my huggy bear. She’s pretty and her expression is sometimes very cute. It’s nice looking at how she react. Not to make a joke on her act but sometimes when just looking at her, you feel like smiling also.

It’s tough to describe someone how you felt towards them. Even I, find a hard time writing about them, it’s just not easy putting everything into words. It’ll be easier to just get to know that person.

I can imagine what their expression will be or how they react or maybe what they say. Sometimes, you’ll be surprise when somebody says how good you are where you think you’re not. This is the impression you gave others. It might not be what they think but it’s really part in you that shines. Don’t feel hilarious when someone describe you, just accept the compliment.

By the way, just want to apologize for my naive thinking and idiotic behaviour all the time.

Some things will just remain as usual.

No matter how hard you tried, you just can't get more from it.

So, this is the time where you have to control yourselves and keep your pace.

The more you ask, the more you can't get and in the end only disappointment befalls you.

Sometimes it will be better to remain just as it is used to be.

There's too many doubts which you can't figure out which might occur in the future.

So, in rather losing another friend, why not just maintain it?

I think this is the only best way.

I feel that I'm seriously having a mental depression right now.
Every time I heard something related to Biology or any term that appears in it, I’ll start think back what I've done for my that paper. I felt regret and at the same time depress. I can’t imagine how many marks I will lose. Too many blanks in that paper. I know this because I did the same thing during my trial. Guess what I got, 20+ out of 100.

I’m really worried this thing will happen again as this is not something to mess with. It’s about my future and my life. I can’t imagine I might ruin it on my bare hands. For Mathematics, I can roughly know what grade I will get. Hopefully it’s B, but the best will definitely be A.

Not only that, I also partially screwed my Chemistry paper 5. I could not manage to complete question 2. I left the last page blanked. However, there’s still hope for my Chemistry, as long as I do well in my paper 4, which I’m trying very hard now.

I really need someone to talk to, but I couldn’t find anyone. I can’t find my secondary friends because we’re on different course and I don’t think they’ll truly understand what is it like to be this depress. They didn’t sit for the paper, so they wouldn’t know its difficulty.

It’s weird that, though I’ve many friends but at the moment I’m lost, I can’t find someone right now. I really felt lonely right now. I really need someone who can understand the pain I bear. I understand this is just the beginning of life and I shouldn’t give up right now, but the feeling of guilt is still there.

No matter what the circumstances is, I really want my Biology to get at least a B. I really hope Cambridge will not set the grade threshold too high. I really have no other way but just to pray very very hard now. This is the first time ever I felt like this before. I don’t know what explanation I can tell my parents if things turns out not as I expected. One can never know this feeling unless he experience it.

I seriously need some advice and someone to talk to.

Sometimes I really wish to go back to my secondary life.
This desires somehow seems to be getting stronger day by day.
It's not like I'm unhappy with my current school life.
I'm satisfied.
But, secondary life is simply the best.
I can't put any words to describe how best it is because it's perfection is already there, all by itself.

There's no worries.
Not much fear.
Not much boredom.
Everything just seems to go on smoothly.

In that life,
That is the time to recognise love.
That is the time to realise how important friendship is.
That's the time when your heart start pounding really hard when you meet someone you like.
That's the time where you spend most of your time with your friends.
That's the time when everyone's thinking is still naive.
And, that's the time when you learn how to be brave and never give up.

There's not much worries for exam or results because you know that you can do and score it.
Everyone has a second tutor to live with, and that cause most people to be dependent on others.

But now, things change.
Though there are more events now like prom and OO Night but part of the fear in me still lies around.
Maybe I've lack the courage to move on.

I start to fear with my exam and results.
I start to get bothered by small stuffs like transport.
I start to wonder what's my next plan for today, tomorrow and so on.
I start to worried about my future.
Too many thoughts and consideration came into my mind at once.
I've to solve this puzzle one by one, all by myself.
Sometimes I'll think what will I b doing if I really screw my course.

There's so many goals that I want to achieve and the only words I can think of now is to never give up.
No matter how many times I fall, I really hope no one to calculate.

Whenever I fall, I only want one thing, that's to see pairs of hand, reaching out for me, pull me back and to support me.
I also really hope someone will pat my shoulder and tell me sincerely, Nicole, it's alright, don't be upset, you've done your best and I've seen it. I'm really proud of you.
And, I wish the person that can tell me this are my family members.

I've learnt many things from Kenny today.

Thanks to him, I understand what am I to the others.

From what he told me, I can feel that I really need to improve myself a lot.

I find it hard to accept what he told me.

I thought everyone will feel happy when there's someone beside them who's willing to help and care for them most of the time.

Looks like I was wrong and I've been carrying this wrong thinking for 19 years.

What he said was true.

My kindness is my greatest strength but at the same time, it is also my greatest weakness.

I didn't realise they way I care for people make them somehow feel irritated.

I think I'm on the extreme.

Once he told me, I really can recall back all my friend's feelings, their expression.

I'm glad that he told me earlier before it's too late.

Besides,

Kenny and I some sort have a little similarity so I decide to ask him a question - What gift does he usually give his friends.

It all started like this. I told him that I seldom spend money on myself but used in on my friends (buying things for them). He just say that I'm being a fool that I should spend more money on myself rather than anyone else.

I remember when he heard that, the response I got from him was, he seldom buy things for his friends. He feels that it's unrealistic using money to buy item for a friend where giving hand-made item will be better.

I'm actually surprise in what he said to me. He indeed giving example of asking me to choose which would I prefer more from a guy - a guy who use money to buy a RM85 necklace or a guy who spend his time baking cake for me. I told him, I like both but honestly this question really strike me. It's easy to answer actually but I just couldn't tell him.

All along, I only use money to buy things for a friend and I wouldn't care the amount of money spent. I thought that this is the greatest. After listening to what he said, I really don't know what else more to say. I just tell him that I look like a failure right now. Even he as a guy would think like that but I couldn't. I can't answer him because, at the bottom of my heart I would definitely prefer the cake but I usually only know how to use money. However, there's one time where I succeed in giving my friend a hand-made photo album.

From what he told me today, his words, his thinking are still in my mind. I can't find a solution to it. It's really nothing to do with different gender.

Seriously, too many things have been in my thought right now. I accept what he said not because he's my friend but what he said really reflects me.

Somehow, I really need to correct myself a little bit more.

Woohoo~~

Finally finish watching an anime yesterday~~

I love that anime a lot.

Kaichou wa Maid-sama (My president is a maid)

It's a about a girl, Ayuzawa Misaki who's studying in a co-ed high school. This school was used to be a boy's school, so the number of girls are very little.

I like her because she's very capable, not only as a president but also in other fields. She's good in sports and also academics. All the boys were afraid of her because she's a devil to them and always beats the boys in every category, no matter it is sports or academics. However, there's a guy where she always lost to. He's Usui Takumi!!!

He's one hot guy, handsome looking, good in everything - academic, cooking, self-defense and sports. He's the best of the best and even the boys in the school dare not touch him. I believe he's a guy where every girls dream of.

Usui like to tease Misaki, making fun of her, making her angry, making her nervous, making her blush, makes her feel confuse, create troubles and etc. However, he'll always be there when Misaki is in danger and always try to protect her. You wouldn't know how he got there to save her or when. He just pop up and your heart will get melted by how he rescue Misaki.

Both of them are the best couple I've ever met. However, Misaki is being so blur that she doesn't know Usui's feelings towards her or perhaps she doesn't even want to know.

Coming to the end of the story, Usui's rival, Shintani appear who claim to be Misaki's childhood friend. Misaki is always worried about him no matter what he do and where he goes. So at the end of the stroy, who will Misaki choose? Usui, the perfect guy ever or Shintani, the guy that always makes Misaki worried?

I'll rate this as 4.6/5.0

Usui and Misaki

Usui got hurt from saving Misaki

Sports day

Ask Shinata to keep her secret as a maid

Shinata

Feel free to go any anime website to watch this anime

www.watchanimeon.com

It's had been almost a week since the last paper I sat

However, the guilt I had after Biology and Maths paper still continue piercing into my heart

It's really hard to forget and get rid of this feelings, though people always say let the bygones be bygones

I really feel guilty right now for not completing the paper even though I have the time.

I fear that my marks will pull down my overall grade.

Biology paper 4 carries the most weightage out of 5 papers.

Though I left paper 5 but how can I expect paper 5 to balance my marks? It only contribute 12% of it and paper 4 is like 40%

My dad would kill me if he knows how pessimistic I am now. He always teaches me to apply the law of attraction - be confident and believe what you think and wish for can be fulfilled, it's all in the state of mind.

But for now, I do really hope I can at least maintain my grades, despite all the mistakes I've done and this is a must!

*sigh*

I really have nothing to say after I stepped out of the room.

I'm hungry, confused and weak at that time.

I can feel that all my brain cells are dying.

I did not do well in my A2.

Pardon me!! A2!!! not normal examinations.

I blanked a few questions bearing high marks like 9 or 6 or even 11

That's for maths.

Worst come to worse when I sat for Biology

We don't have long break after Maths, only about 10 minutes.

The first question is OK for me.

As I continue doing, I start to feel boring and sleepy and hungry.

Imagine you have to be in the room for 4 hours with no food.

It's actually a mistake to place Maths and Bio paper together.

We used up most of our energy solving Maths and now Bio

So overall, I really regret for blanking quite some questions especially for Bio.

I was seriously no mood in answering everything any more.

As for now, the only thing I can do is pray hard and do well in paper 5. I really want to maintain my grade or upgrade it ONLY.

may god bless us all..

我要的 我现在才懂了
快乐是我的
不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责

Yes!!! Must be happy!! LOL

Sometimes you can't get what you want

and

Sometimes you can't get what you wish for.

Sometimes you expect people to understand you

but in the end

they didn't.

Sometimes you felt lonely and you wish someone to be by your side

but in the end

you're still alone.

Sometimes you try to do sort of silly things just to get attention

but still

no one notices you.

Sometimes you wish people to concern about you

but still

they couldn't be bothered.

Sometimes you try to make people laugh by telling jokes

but to them

it's the worst joke of all

Sometimes you try to help people

but to them

you're nothing but a nuisance.

Sometimes you wish to be selfish and get everything you want

but at last

you gain nothing.

Sometimes you wish there's a time machine to go back to every happy moments you had

but you know

you're just building castle in the air.

I found this song while looking for 2AM's songs. It's quite nice, so I decided to share it.

Enjoy xD

Like Being Hit by A Bullet - Baek Ji Yong

This version is by 2AM

The original is of course Baek Ji Yong =)

Hmm…

I think this will temporary be my last post.

Trial exam is coming so I have to study hard already.

I’m a bit worried with my progress because I haven’t start any revision.

In a week, I have to finish Chemistry, Biology and Maths.

This time round, really hope I can do well.

Good luck!!! Fighting!!!!!!!!!!

I found something cute today~

Mom brought it back from somewhere.

This is what i got =)

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It’s a biscuit~~

My mom’s friend made it. I don’t think I will eat it ><

I’ve been crazy on a show recently.
Next Stop Happiness is the past so let’s just let it be.

It’s a Korean show this time =)
I was introduced by Elly Wong.
Thanks to her, I slowly gain passion towards Korean culture and lifestyle.

I watched Korean movies all the time but this show is a variety show.
We Got Married is the show I’m into it now =)
There’re two seasons but I’m interested in Season 2.

What caught my interest is this cute couple.
Though they’re just a couple in a show but they really are good
Let me introduce them….

JO KWONNNN!! from 2AM and GA INNNNNNN!! from Brown Eyed Girls (BEG)

Both of them are so called petite couple in the show due to their small size compared to other celebrities.

What I’m amazed is not because of Jo Kwon’s look but his talents.
He’s different from other Korean groups that I know.
Though he don’t have such a good look compared to others, he really sings and dance well. I like his humour too =)
He’s the youngest group leader I know.

2AM is also a group with talented singer.
I think I like them because their song genre suits me a lot, which is ballad.
From WGM, I can see them all of them are cute in such a way of their character

Ga In is pretty but she’s a bit fierce to me.
Though that’s her character, Ga In really goes on well with Jo Kwan.
There’re the cutest couple I’ve ever met.

Believe me, there’s no script written for them to memorize the dialogue. All I can say that what they say is all from their heart =)

2AM’s song that I currently like,
- This song
- I never let you go even if i die
- I did wrong
- Confession of a friend

Jo Kwon and Ga In duet
- We fell in love

Create a playlist at MixPod.com

Jo Kwon and Ga In

2AM

Brown Eyed Girls

Today went to Tesco with mom.
Guess what I saw??
I saw 2 transformer at there standing and walking up and down.
They did attract many people to see them especially children =)
Mom asked me to take photos of them.
I denied at first but at last took it

I went back and tell my sister everything that I saw.
This is how our conversation goes:

Me: Ehhh Sha, just now I saw transformer at Tesco leh~

Sis: Ya meh?? Don’t lie la~~

Me: I where got lie wo~~ I saw Bumble Bee and Optimus Prime!! They transform from a car.

Sis: Don’t lie la…….

Me: Haiyo.. You don’t believe ask mom lo~

Sis: Mmyyy.. Just now you saw transformer at Tesco?

Mom: Ya.

Sis: How they change from a car?

Mom: They ‘ching’, ‘ching’, ‘ching’ then become lo.

Sis: …………….

Me: Seeeeeeeee.. Now mom also say like that..

Sis: Yer~~ I also want to see. Why didn’t wait for me??

Mom: Huh?? It’s not a real one la~~ It’s a person who wear the suit.

Me: Hahahahahahaha!!!

THE END =D

                                     

 

At night, went to Petaling Street with dad and sister.
Mom having dinner near there so dad bring us around to see.

It’s really crowded at there that you can hardly turn back.
After walking at there, dad brings us to Cheras to eat pasta that he told us last time.

It’s a coffee shop at Bandar Sri Permaisuri. One of the stall sells western food and the price is really affordable.
I ordered pasta with grilled chicken and it only cost RM6.50.
The portion is big and it’s nice =)

Damn full after eating that big plate. I really eat much that day that my belly expand until an indescribable extend =)

                    

我不知道我该开心还是伤心才好。我终于把“下一站，幸福”看完了，也就是说我已经花费很多时间跟力气在看戏了。我知道这是错的选择，毕竟预考就快要到了。不过，我相信只要我把戏看完了，就可以专心读书了。

我承认这套戏让我陶醉了几天，只要我没把它看完，我就不甘心。所以，现在看完了应该一切都可以结束了。我想这都是我天真的思想吧！

每个人都知道，演习都是假的，一点都不实际。哪会有那么完美的人存在这世界上。在“下一站，幸福”这套戏里，光晞应该是女生们梦寐以求的男生。有钱，有职位，好心，又帅。而且重要的是，会对喜欢的人忠心耿耿。这样的男孩，应该只可以在戏里面经常找到吧。在这种实际的生活，不是你争就是我强，有完没完的。虽然在戏里也有关于地位与职位的竞争。

在戏里，我也学会了，爱，可以把人弄得团团转。这就是爱拥有强大的力量。我没谈过恋爱所以还不知道他到底有多厉害。但，我知道他能给予幸福，也能创造伤害。像光晞这种人就是个例子咯。他爱一个人，就会全心全意地去保护她，在乎她，甚至于为她牺牲。反而在这个世界呢，有时候只要有钱就能解决一切，甚至于在感情方面。所以，跟一个人在一起，到底是为了她或他的钱，还是是真心的爱一个人。对我而言，钱虽然是很重要，但我不会因为有钱才和一个人在一起。钱，不但只是能让我好好生活，最重要的是，能让孩子有很好的教育。

我记得有人曾经问过我，喜欢怎样的男生，我都会回答，要帅的，有钱，有学问，会关心我，会爱我，健康，要高的，等等。这一切都看起来是个完美的人。但我知道，这都是在骗自己。这叫做看戏看太多=P。可是说实话，我喜欢光晞的性格 =)。 但，我会等待他的到来。有多完美，就由上帝来安排吧 =)。


May God bless us all =)

*p/s: sry for my poor chinese.

13/8/2010 (Friday)

Having BBQ at my house today. I think this is the first time most of my classmates visit Kepong area and to my house. It's indeed a very busy day. After from school, have to send sister to tuition and then head towards Jusco to buy the ingredients for BBQ.

The worst part came when everyone arrived at my house. Chaos coming in, running up and down to make sure everything is ready. So the only thing is to instruct them to do this and that. Besides, migraine is filling my head. I can feel the pain in my head as though it's going to burst. So much pressure in it yet I still have to keep things under control.

I only got to bath after I settle everything. Cook for friends, settle up the table, taking out the foods. I can only imagine myself being sweaty and sticky by that time. How I wish my parents would be at home to help me out.

After taking a bath and eat something, maybe a chicken wing, some noodles and 2 sausages, I took a tablet of panadol with 650mg and headed to bed. I can't bear that pain which is killing me by that time. I was half conscious, so I can hear every sounds and noises especially Kow's voice =="

I can feel that pain is fading, but I can't shook my head so hard or I'll get the pain again. I think I didn't had enough sleep yesterday. I went to my car porch to see what's so noisy about. Well, the boys were drinking alcohol with strength 40%. Ronald got high, but not yet drunk after a few cups of alcohol. I wanted to try how it taste like, but thinking of my current condition, I better not. So, I believe Ronald ad been saying some crazy things. We indeed tested him on many stuffs like Maths and Chemistry, and he can answer it all correctly. He also sang to us. I can't believe how brave a person can be after getting high.

Everything ends about 11pm. Some had to go back first, while the others definitely gonna help me clean up everything. So everything end about 11.30pm.

I feel a bit hard to see them go back. Time flies, can't believe they have to go back so soon. I didn't enjoy much, all thanks to my that migraine. By the way, this is my first time having BBQ while it's raining. Luckily my car porch is big enough to accommodate everything.

It's really fun that night. Watching SN10C-ians working hard each other makes me feel happy, and forget about how I did for my AS. It's extremely nice to be with them. This friendship really don't worth a penny. I'm glad to know them.

14/8/2010 (Saturday)

Going to Malacca today.

I brought my family to some stalls where Joanne brought me last time.

It's nice to be able to walk around Malacca town.

Dad lined up for the Ochien from a famous stall.

So many people waiting for theirs.

S

o while waiting, dad and I went for a walk around Bunga Raya.

Mom, sis and bro wait for the Ochien.

Found the Wantan Mee stalls.

So many people were sitting down.

So we decided to come again next time.

Got our Ochien.

Head back to grandma's house.

I can't wait to taste the Ochien.

The first bite is fine, not bad.

The second bite was OK.

The third bite is like... uhhh, I feel like vomiting

I think it's because it's too oily.

A little bite will fill you up, but too much will make you go puke.

The next day, I asked my dad to go Bunga Raya again because I want them to try the popiah.

It's the most delicious popiah I've ever eaten.

The stall open in the afternoon.

So by the time we got there, we're the number 61st customer.

Just in 1 1/2 hour, he got so many customer.

Bought 4 back.

It's nice. Really nice.

Mom say she also know how to make ==

Well, I'll wait for her to make one then.

We went back to KL in the evening.

My migraine came back, so I went to sleep early.

17/8/2010 (Tuesday)

I can't wait to go home because of a stupid reason - watch drama. I've been into this drama few days ago. 下一站，幸福. Everyone said this drama is nice but I didn't have the time to watch it online. Since I bought a hard disk recently, I immediately got the show from Ai Ling.

Once I start watching the first episode, I can't stop watching second, third and fourth and so on. It's just that, I like the storyline though I know what is going to happen next by prediction. It's just a typical love story with a teenage boy and girl, where the boy is rich but mischievous and the girl is poor but kind. The story is kinda pathetic, so I think that's how it attract girls to watch the following episodes, one after another.

I know it's a mistake to be watching this show by now. I understand that A2 trial is just in 3 weeks time, but this drama is killing me. I think I must stop now. If I know I will be so overwhelmed by this show, I wouldn't have watch it or get it from friend. But it's too late now. Sometimes watching Vanness Wu can make people go GAGA. I can't believe he got so good looking and hot after a few years. I remember I dislike him the most when I'm 12 years old.

Anyway!!! I got to stop watching this drama or else I'll be sorry. So, help me to get over with this now.

Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great day.

(copied and edited from down by jay sean)

Dear blog,

Today is the day where I'll be getting my AS results. I've been working hard for this exam and am confidence with myself to get all As, not to say I'm over confidence.

At first all of us decide to check our results after our BBQ session but I think when everyone is getting their results, this will make other people, like me to check also. I asked Mei Yin to check for me but since she can't enter, I have to do it myself.

I asked Mr. Siva to check for me. It's indeed a nervous time. I'm hoping to see all As in it. Elly and I wrote our name on a piece of paper and pass it to Mr. Siva.

When I got back my results, my heart eventually stopped. I don't know what else to say. I felt a warm feeling covering my whole body and disappear. I seriously can't believe my eyes what was written on that piece of paper, with my grades beside my name.

I have no mood to study at all so I decided to skip my tutorial class. Not many people enter that class either. When I got back, I checked the website to confirm my results. I just hope that what Mr. Siva written on that paper is not right.

It's correct after all. That's the results I'm having, my record in Cambridge International Examination. This is something that I can't run away anymore.. I have to accept the fact and face the reality.

This is the results I got:



I really don't know what else to do or to say. I expect to get all As but I got all Bs. I doubt the effort that I put in.

Many of my friends told me that it's not a bad results. Maybe it's not that bad after all but why am I still not satisfied?

Because I fear...

I fear that I'm not able to maintain this grades in my overall A level. This is just the beginning. That's why I'm hoping high for my this AS. I expected Chemistry to get A.

I also fear that with my this results, I'm not able to enter a good Uni to study what I want.

I fear about my future.

Though people always say that life is full of challenges and we have to be part of it.

People may say that I'm complaining though I got a not that bad results. I'm having pressure myself. I think my parents are all putting expectation on me. But it looks like I failed them this time.

Looks like I really have to put extra effort on my A2. If you ask me whether or not to retake, I can say I don't know for the time being.

Now, I'm just hoping to make my A2 to be a total miracle. I hope my parents are understanding enough. Don't lecture me or I'll start to cry.

Dear blog,

I went to PC fair with Elly and her family yesterday. There're so many things to see. I think both of us have our own things to buy.
Me - external hard disk, keyboard protector and a thumbdrive for my brother.
Elly - lap top

I reached there around 2pm and immediately meet Elly. After that, we walked to the KL Convention Centre. Hmm... There're seriously so many people but I believe that amount is consider as less.

The first floor we went is the hall selling TV and other stuffs. Well, I bought my hard disk there from Seagate. I wanted to buy 320gb for RM198 but there're no more stock. So after the promoter introduce, I decided to buy 500gb hard disk for RM225 without any hesitation. He offered me 33 bucks. After I buy, I was worried that my dad or brother will scold because we discussed it before that I will only need 320gb but I bought 500gb. Elly is smart, she convinced me that it's cheaper. Just pay another 25 bucks to get 500gb and 5 years warranty.

I love my new hard disk. Now I can finally put all my stuffs in it ad without anyone telling me to clear my folders xD.

Well, as for Elly. I think she had a little hard time. She doesn't know what brand lap top she wants to buy. If for me, I think I'll go for Alienware, but this depends on her. Plus, she need approval from her mom to buy it. So after a long discussing with her family, her mom agrees to buy her one. Her old one is really old, and even the repair technician ask her to change. She chose Dell, which I think it's suitable for her though I not sure whether will it last long.

So, I think all of us got what we wanted. I think my next aim will be Alienware lap top.

ALIENWARE! Wait for me~

Meet my silver hard disk~

I got back my Pure Maths paper today!
Guess what...
I got 11/27
hmm... 11/27 x 50 = 20

In conclusion....
Applied Maths + Pure Maths = 15.5 + 20 = 35.5

MEANS...........
I failed~~~~

Looks like I have to really really work hard if I want to succeed in A2

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