Sometimes I do feel like an outcast.
Is it because I don't know how to fit in?
No.. No matter how I try I just find it so hard to mix it.
I just got the feeling I'm the extra.
Or am I jealous???

But.. I can't stand the way people treat me too or should I say extremely nice. It will just make me feel guilty.
Because knowing that I can no longer be there for them and yet they're treating me nice, somehow makes me feel I'm the bad guy for leaving them.

I'm sorry but I don't know what to say. I believe you guys can go on without me.

感情越深，伤害的会更深

Time flies... It's already in the month of September now!!
Having a break now, seriously doing nothing, just staying at home keep starring at my computer.

Things get even bored after I finished watching 3 seasons of Shugo Chara - Shugo Chara, Shugo Chara Doki and Shugo Chara Party!

Shugo Chara

Shugo Chara Doki

Shugo Chara Party

However, for my recoomendation, just watch the first two seasons will do. Party is just too boring and masny extras like the cosplay girls and some piuchi short story. Just wasted 10minutes onthe whole episode. Of course I will not watch those, but I believe everyone just want the animation and not some fillers LOL.

Well, after this anime I've got nothing else to do an simply watching boring anime until I start watching Fairy Tail!!!!!!!!!

This anime is really touching all time. Telling us how important a guild is and the bond between every guildmates. (p/s: those who play online game will understand the feelings and importance of it xD)

Fairy Tail

Shugo Chara is good as well. It mostly emphasize on individual's potential, like not giving up hope in ourselves, kinda like motivation anime actually =)

Well, both animes are really nice. It just depends on individual's taste. 

So that's how I'm going to spend my break xD