*Sigh*

Why does this happens to me???

I'm very determined to get it and yet I failed..

Ever since I dropped my mobile phone into the toilet bowl, I've been getting very excited about buying a new one.

My next target will be W995.

The last time I saw and hold this phone was last year, so it's almost 2 years now in the market.

On the day I went and get my laptop, I brought dad and mom to Sony Ericsson shop at the Gardens.

I showed them the phone I want and a sales girl approach me and said, this model is now obsolete, there's no more stock in the market, do you want to change to Aino, since it's more or less the same?

The moment I heard this I got a shock but my dad said later to her.

I keep asking my dad about it. He gave me an optimistic answer which finally cool me down.

So, there's one IT fair now in Mid Valley, which allows us to have the reason to go there and look for my handphone.

Well, there's no booth selling SE, but there's booth selling Nokia ==""

We head back to Gardens to the Sony Centre, which located besides SE shop.

I request for the phone I want and he said there're stock at other outlet, IKANO.

Then, today will be the day I'll be getting my new phone.

Being excited, we went there and I got it on my hand for the 3rd time.

I checked here and there but found nothing wrong with it so I signed.

I took out my sim card and insert into the new one.

The weird thing is I got 2 messages, I didn't realise at first about the problem..

So I went and checked my contact numbers.

WTH!

All the contacts are not mine and I don't know who's that.

I check the inbox and confirm that it's not mine.

I returned back to them and tell them what I found.

I think they realise what's going on now and try to trace the phone's previous outlet.

Damn! So now the phone I want is not a new one.

Under dilemma that time.

Mom and dad ask for a discount or refund.

They say they couldn't give us a discount but can give us a 4gb thumb drive that cost RM30.

Why would I need that when I have my hard disk and also a 4gb thumb drive.

Dad ask whether can we change model and the only one in my head is Aino.

Luckily they allow us to change and refund some of the money to us.

Before getting Aino, we search the whole shopping malls at there for W995.

All said no more stock, discontinued and etc.

But we found one which cost more than we paid and it's in pink ==

Mom and dad suggest me not to take for safety purpose

So at last, I have to get Aino

And I dislike touch screen phone

Haizzzzz.......

I just want that W995~

Why does it go obsolete at this time.

Now I realise something bad about SE

When it's just released the price is like OMG, not that cheap

After you wait for few years, it goes obsolete ==

So sad.......

W995

Aino

Oh yeah~~
I just had my hair cut and rebonding.
Just feel so fresh after 2 years with my messy hair..

I'm very thankful that Ai Ling accompanied me to hairGroom.
I think I'll be bored if I'm there alone.
Well, of course not to forgot to those that I've asked.

Feels young again, though I'm turning 20 soon in few more months.

Hmm..
To my surprise, some of the stylist that work at there was from SMKTBM!
Not bad not bad.
It's like an old schoolmates' gathering??

The price is reasonable, just that CNY is just around the corner, so everyone is increasing the price @.@
As for the effect, not bad.
My hair feels more natural, unlike the previous rebonding I had done.
Next stop will my dying my hair~
Hopefully my mom won't realise ><
Shhh...

So........
Cheers for CNY~~!!

Finally today arrived.
I bet everyone's nervous, so does me.

Before I woke up this morning, I had a dream that I manage to maintain my results for A Level.
I dream that I was very happy with it as I'm able to pursue my studies.
But, it's just a dream.

I heard the alarm ringing but I was so reluctant to get up because I'll have to face my day.
Anyhow, I just got up and walk towards my study room and found dad sitting in front of the computer.
The first thing I asked him was, did he checked my results?
He gave me a smile and say yes.
The next question is, how was it?
He said, not bad which surprise me.
Without any heart preparation, he show me my results (he printed it out ==)

The moment I look at it, all the fear just gone like that.
It's just like wish come true.
What I've dream was real..
Straight B's.
Way to go girl, I thought to myself.
Finally I can enter a uni that will accept my results.

At first I was expecting higher, as days pass by, I just wish I can maintain what I have.
And I got it~!
So thanks god for everything.
Though it's not that beautiful but I'm satisfied.
I just hope I will be less playful after entering uni.

I can feel my heart keep pounding since yesterday..
I can't even go to sleep
Keep waking up in the middle of night
Went to bed at 1am but manage to sleep at around 3am?

Keep thinking what will my feelings be for tomorrow
What will I be after tomorrow
What will my future be?
A big question mark wandering inside my head right now.

Went to education fair today
This eventually gives me more pressure
My grades, what will it be?

I rather say 'yes' than 'no' right now
Just trying to be strong and optimistic
I don't ask for more right now
A straight B's can bring me to my satisfaction
But having an A's will be better.
The most important thing is to maintain my grades

Just for tomorrow, I'll have to prepare my heart and feelings for it.

Good luck everyone and to me~!

May you be bless with all of your hard works for the one and a half year.

Sigh..

Just feel very bored today.

Every time I think of going to work, i feel bored.

No more off day for me =(

No idea why..

Is it because I'm leaving so they don't let me off??

Can't believe they plan my working day on Thursday.

Manager said Wednesday is my last day, but now is Thursday.

Lucky, I called manager to cancel that day, if not I'll get bored again.

Just don't feel like doing anything today..

Tomorrow have to go to work~

Sienzz...

Getting results soon~

Another sien.........

Don't know what will it be.

Please make it a nice one.

Kak Ayu: Look at that strawberry, so pathetic~ (pointing at the chiller)

So pathetic..

I got inspired by Kak Ayu after she mention the word pathetic.
I can describe myself and Jenny for being very pathetic right now.

I couldn't imagine how my job is like now.
Apart from working as a waitress, we still have to learn cashier job.

Everything was fine with us until the opening of the restaurant.
We start working at 10am and guess what time we can go back? 2.45am!!!
The next day, we came at the same time and go back almost the same time.

I was like, OMG, are they treating us like a robot?
Well, the boss and supervisor did go back later than us, but we still need our rest.
This continues everyday until Thursday where we finally got the chance to come to work at 12pm but still going back at the same time.

Can someone imagine how tired we are?
It's actually unfair for the both of us.
Other waiter or waitress came in at 12pm and they went back at 6pm or maybe 8pm.
Why are we the exceptional ones??

I was so stress out that I really feel like quitting the job.
Not that I doesn't like the job scope.
I'm OK with it just that our working time is really unfair and that's what piss me off.

I'm able to write this post just because we requested for a day off.
If I don't request, I don't think I'll even have the chance.
Besides, my parents are getting worried with my job.
Two girls going home so late, how dangerous it is.
Well, of course Jenny's parents accompanied us.
Imagine after she left for Australia and I'm alone.

Wow...
I seriously don't want to think about it.
Though our schedule stated 12pm-10pm, but we always go back at 2 or 3am.

We are humans and so does everyone.
So sometimes I wonder, why can't they let us go back early?
Don't they realise, without enough rest we can't even work 100% efficiently.

I understand that they do not have enough helpers and the first week is always pack with customers, but please think about of us??

As my parents said, if this continues, I'll have to stop working there and I agree with them.
It's not I don't like there, I do like, but this is making me very tired unless they change my schedule and let me go back home punctually.

This is why Jenny and I started using the word 'pathetic'.


Good Luck to Stolen Recipes! You'll always be my No.1

Finally! We're in the new year again.
Happy New Year to my blog~

New year will definitely have new resolutions, new life and many more

So this will be my new resolutions:
1) Be happy throughout the year
2) Reduce my weight back to 45kg
3) My height can be remained, since I cannot go taller any more
4) Study hard and smart
5) Able to voice and stand out for myself
6) Be more independent

I don't know what else, so this will be my current resolutions.

Before the clock strikes 12am, I just recall what I had done for the year 2010.
I just realised there're still many things that I need to improve.
I understand for the year 2010, I brought troubles and annoyance to some people.
I'm sorry for that.
Sometimes, it is not what I wish for.
For example learning new things.

I believe everyone knows that I'm not a fast learner.
I'm really sorry if I had to bother you guys to teach me again and again.
I don't have the big brains you guys have, so I just hope one thing, please be patient with me.
For example, teaching a toddler to walk and speak.
We must have care and patience to be able to teach a toddler to speak or walk.
I know I'm not a toddler but this is how learning new things like.
I'm always trying my best to understand everything.
If I'm not interested, I won't ask for further information or questions.
Seriously, please bear with me.
I'm not complaining anything here.
I accept every compliments that anyone gave me, no matter it's a good one or bad one.
Because I always believe, no one is perfect.

But still, thanks to all my friends who'll always be there for me.
So in this new year, let's try our best to make this year a wonderful and unforgettable one

Cheers to the year 2011!~