To everyone and of course myself.......

Just be happy and love the way you are =)

Don't compare yourself with the rest.

You are you and they are they.

Without you, I won't know someone unique and special like you.

=)

Once a perfect strangers, now a perfect friends.

If one day you find that I'm no longer around.....

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please don't try to find me as I don't wish to be found........!!!!!

I used to be such person, or maybe even now.
I really do believe I'll get whatever I want from others since I'm able and willing to do anything for them.
But.. until now I realise that the moment I start to expect things, that's the moment I will start to fall.

Everyone thinks differently so we cannot assume or expect other people to think the same as we do.

So.. Lesson learnt.....
You may do what you want for others, but never expect others to do the same thing back to you.

"我xxx愿以你xxx为我合法妻子/丈夫，无论富贵贫穷，快乐悲伤，健康疾病都愿意一生一世爱你，守护你，终生不渝。"

结婚誓词，如果只是循例读出来是没有意义的，一定要实践出来。年轻时又漂亮又健康，当然爱。但当对方年纪渐大，又老又有皱纹，越来越多病痛，甚至眼看对方老死，难道这样就不爱了吗？既然将来不会离弃对方，现在都应该一样。如果因为对方有病就不爱，就不是真正的爱。没人知道生命的长短，所以结婚誓词里面都没说要保证白头到老，但要保证无论健康疾病都要在一起。

Well said... Even though I've listened to many different vows before but for this time, and at this moment, I finally understand its meaning.

There's one question on my mind.
How many couples are able to follow such vows?
If everyone does so, we won't see any divorce, am I right?

最重要是把握现在 =)

How I wish to be stronger and someone like YK.
Not everyone can be like him. It takes a whole lot of practice to do so.
Tons of patience together with mature thinking.
Smile, even though you're badly treated.
No grudge even though you're being accused.
Other people's sake is your first priority.
It's not easy to be such person, but be thankful if you meet such person is your life.
They're the one who can teach you what is life.

每个人对生命都有不同的期望。有些是为了自己，有些是为了满足别人。但从来没有人能保证这些期望几时可以达成。如果期望真的无法达成，是否应该坚持下去呢？期望能够达成的时候，真的很开心，即使只是一个很细小的期望，当它能够落实时，人生马上就像重燃希望。不过期望有时候其实都很虚无飘渺，但可以说是我们的精神支柱，就好像空气一样，我们的身体要靠空气才可以生存，而我们的心就要有期望，才有力气好好生活。

-On call 36 小时-

的确说得好，但有多少个人能够做得到呢？

I figured out why there are hearts broken on earth,

it's because when someone likes someone else,

the someone else doesn't like someone back. 

And then finally when someone else likes someone, someone has turned his back and gone for another someone else! 

 So people...there is this sort of "advice" 

 look...it's really nice loving someone, 

 but NEVER ignore the person that LOVES YOU! 

 because you don't get anything by loving someone else, 

 but receiving love is one of th greatest things on earth. 

 Never ignore or make fun of the person that loves you... 

Because you will make yourself not worth loving, and not worth living for.

How nice it is to have friends around you all time. They are the rainbow in your life. Sometimes you got too used with them around that you have forgotten yourself that you need to be independent.

A change in character, attitude or behaviour of a friend became the hot topic among the rest. As day goes by, you feel that you no longer know this person like how you normally know. 

Sometimes you hold a high risk in being too close with other people. You never know one day you might got betrayed, you never know one day they might just leave you and you never know that you were actually back stabbed all the time. 

Fears arise when one day your friend treat you abnormally. This is when you start to wonder and worried what have you done until the extend that you were being treated differently. The worst scenario of all is how two close friends became strangers.

Lesson to be learnt

The higher the expectation, the greater the disappointments.

So, be tough and tell yourself, 'It's gonna be alright!'

Promises mean everything
but once they are broken
sorry means nothing.

How would you react after facing such situation?

And standing in between two sides, which one would you choose? 

Friend? Or the one dearly to you?

I've known this guy, Chris Medina last year but I didn't bother much to listen to song he sang. But I know the life he's been through and it's rather sad. Too bad that he didn't won the competition but I know he got loads of supports.

Can't control myself after watching the first clip and listening to the song.

First clip - To get to know the story

Second clip - What are words.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Had the longest nap for today - 5 hours! results from massive exhaustion from yesterday.
But, I'm still feeling tired now and I know that I've got to start doing my report.

I had a very great time yesterday rooting for my classmates - they had badminton tournament at UCSI.
Went to temple to get some blessing after that.
That's the moment when you can feel that you're so peaceful.

Once I got home, the only thing I can see is my bed.
Sleep quite early yesterday.

As for today, I'm just too tired to get up.
Having muscle aching on my right arm.
It's funny to have a pain even though I'm not competing for the match yesterday.

I don't feel good today because someone that I knew wasn't feeling good either and I'm feel helpless for not being able to help yesterday night.
I worried too much until the extend that I totally ignore my health.

Just got to hear some of his stories from some source.
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to help at all especially after what he had said.
I felt useless.
I understand how he felt because we're always on the same boat.
I'm sorry because I'm hurt as well the moment I know it.
It's funny though to have bonded or linked to such issue.

Seriously looking at him being like that makes me feel so sad but the saddest part is I'm unable to help or do anything.

He was my first crush, the one I wanted so much
He made my heart sing, and eventually he was my everything
But he had his sight set, on some other girl
And I had my hopes high, wishin I could be his world

But I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him,
Just another heart broken
He di-dn't care, about what I felt or said,
He wanna see what he could get
I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him
Just another heart broken
Now I, know that, he's just another boy
My never never lover boy

Yeah, I saw the warning, but I wanted him I'd do anything
But when, I saw it coming, you know I, started started
Runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, I gotta, I gotta, a get away
A runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, sorry baby I can't, sta-ay
Runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, I gotta, I gotta, a get away
A runnin, a runnin, a runnin away, goodbye babay-ay

Cause I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him,
Just another heart broken
He di-dn't care, about what I felt or said,
He wanna see what he could get
I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him
Just another heart broken
Now I, know that, he's just another boy
My never never lover boy

So I turn around and what do I see
He's in love with a girl and the girl ain't me
I can't believe he woulda just used me
He lost his chance, and now he's gonna lose me

But I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him,
Just another heart broken
He di-dn't care, about what I felt or said,
He wanna see what he could get
I was, just a-nother girl to fall for him
Just another heart broken
Now I, know that, he's just another boy
My never never lover boy

Hmm..... I......

Oh yes! I have the ohm to study today after a long day gaming yesterday and feeling guilty.
Since mom and dad is going to work, so I can just follow them there~ (I need to be away from my lappy >.<) and I got to have free lunch since my parents are attending a Malay wedding later at around 1-2pm.
I carried my notes and file along. Ohhh and....... PSP *shhhh ><*

The place my parents work have internet access facility, so I plan to go there and study, and do some downloading too. *feeling proud*

Dad drove mom to the company first and bring me to the nearest mamak for breakfast. Then I just remember I forgot to bring my book voucher, if not I can buy my books already. Dad suggest we just get to the book store and see what books I want from there and he'll buy it on Monday.

We spent around 2 hours in that book store. So many people, so crowded. By the time we finish it's already 12pm. I was thinking still early, an hour more to go before we head to the wedding venue. When we got back to the company, my dad ask me to follow him to an IT mall (at Capsquare). He wants me to explore things so I followed. I didn't even expect we will take sooooooooooooooooo long inside that mall.

I found this blue colour soooo nice >< but the price... I can't afford anymore~

My dad was looking around, asking about printers, iPad, wireless routers, Macbook etc. Obviously, I'll be amazed with the iPad 2 displaying there. Hands start to get itchy so I went there turn on the screen and slide here and there (sounds like I'm from ancient time, first time seeing something so high tech). My typing sucks when I'm using touch screen, use so long to type a sentence, too many typos LOL. I finally mastered how to use iPhone to type, now even harder one. So in there we spent for another 1.5 hours, which makes it 1.30 pm.

Got back to company, went for the wedding, mom and dad talking to their colleagues at there until 3pm. After that we head to Jusco to exchange car battery. By the time eveything done is already 5pm. I brought my notes and bag there for NOTHING! Just stay in the car the whole day. I didn't even flipped a page.

Oh great~ there goes my another day... Sigh~

Oh great!! I'm feeling so so so guilty right now~
I didn't attend to class today. *Note: I'm not truanting*
The reason is quite lame actually....... I have no car to go so I have no transportation. Lame right??

This is what happened.. My dad's car suddenly can't work, he thinks the battery is dead. (Advice: please check your battery life span regularly). This is not the first time that happens to him though. So he decided to use Kancil to work, which is around KL and sending my mom, sis and two of my sis's friends. I was thinking, that car is soo old and he needs to use it down town, what happen if the car died half way? So I offer my dad to use Myvi and just said I'll skip class since it's not that important. Before my mom left, she asked me not to play and do my revision. I nodded and just said, YES, I KNOW!

Well.. Who knows I spent the whole day playing computer games. It's really addictive, once start, there's no way to stop me unless someone asks me out but too bad there's no one who is free to bother me, so I'm just living in my OWN world~

Guess what I've been playing for the whole day until night!!

Vivi in trance xD

Yes! There's no doubt about it. This is Final Fantasy IX!!! One of my favourite Play Station game. Just started playing so definitely you will want to faster finish the story. Blame my mind that have been corrupted with games lately until the extend I went and download a few emulators - PS1, VBA and NDS.

Well... It's obvious PS1 will be for FF9, what about the other two emulators?? Harvest Mooooooonn!! >< Since there're different types of harvest moon, so I wanted to try them all but I'm afraid I can't handle all so I just go for Harvest Moon: More Friends of Mineral Town, Harvest Moon: Island of Happiness and Harvest Moon DS Cute.
I'm so in love with this website, so many games to choose as well as emulators. Click -----> here

Until late night, there's when I start to feel so shitty that I've lab reports to submit next week, my test is coming in 2 weeks time and my finals 2 months time yet I haven't start revising anything. When I start to worry, I was thinking is there any medication that I can use to cure my addiction towards games for the time being until I finish my finals~ Just until finalssssssss....

Just sooo dead right now... Never mind, tomorrow I'll start studying!

You don’t have to be perfect to let somebody love you. 

Remember, 

being yourself is the best way to make somebody fall in love with you.

Dinner time at Full House, Sunway Giza today~

OK I like the environment there because of its lightning which makes me feel so peaceful in there.

Today! I feel like I'm going k-pop xD. I dragged my sister upstairs to show her things they selling at there. The clothes, accessories, specs etc are soooo pretty. Since it's pretty so the price is obviously 'pretty' as well >< I tried some on and snap pic of it! My god~ I love the dress~ it's just so nice ><

As for my meal, I ordered oven roasted chicken (forget what it actually calls). Quite yummy and filling. I like it's gravy because it's sweet! hehehehe.

Feeling bad today too because I DIDN'T TOUCH ANY NOTES FOR TODAY! My mind and soul was occupy by HARVEST MOON =DDD >< I'm a bit scared now for my finals but I must tell myself I can do it. Yea! I know I can pass this >< *pray hard*