It's been a while since I last update myself here. Well, my life gets busier the moment my semester starts. I didn't expect my life in UK to be such hectic. But, all those are gone right now.

Currently, I am having my summer break and I am stuck in this place for 3 months, maybe before my new semester starts again. Why didn't I go for a trip? It's a long story but I'm too lazy to explain things in detailed right now haha.

Everyday I roll on my bed until noon as I am really bored. I got tired of doing what I want. In fact, I don't know what to do. All my friends are not around, they are visiting around Europe haha. There is nothing much to do in Sunderland. Night life is merely clubs and pubs, which I'm not interested at all.

Now, I'm still considering my journey back to Malaysia. But before that, I have to visit Singapore :D. Not sure if I'm making a right decision, that's why it's still in consideration. Should I go back or should I remain here? I have all my time to think until my results in release in end of June. Yeah, I have to pass this finals. I need to. I must to. The feeling of retaking the paper is dreadful, trust me. I really hope all my hard work paid of. To be honest, this is the first time ever I've seen myself so hardworking. I'm not a person who likes to spend my time in the library until I got here lol.

Oh well, let's hope for the best now. Pray hard that I can pass this huge hurdle. Nights..

Cheers

Took a six hours flight from KLIA to Dubai. Wow.. It's harder than I expected. I was so tired before the flight and so I was hoping I could at least get some rest in the plane. Things don't seem to go my way. I could barely sleep. The engine of the plane was quite loud and the passenger behind me hit my chair once a while. I had migraine. Thank God I have panadol with me and without second thought, I just swallowed two pills of that. 

It was 4.20am, Dubai time zone when I reached Dubai airport. That place was damn huge, even bigger than KLIA. Well guess I just follow where my friends are heading. Of course I'm not going there blindly. Got to stay at the airport for about 3 hours before the next flight to New Castle. Well, time flies though and I am now in my next flight to uni.

I was a bit worried to be honest. I don't really feel much excitement as before. First, I don't know who will I be staying with, I don't know my housemates, will they be nice person? I hope to get housemates who are mature and nice, less dramas please... Second, I don't know how or where to start my journey. What should I do the moment I get there?? Friends seems to be together and seriously I don't wanna be left out again like before. I want someone who I could rely on when I need help, someone who will always be there for me and someone like ODF. 

I hope I'm not requesting much. I'm starting to miss my baby. I wonder what is he doing now. Somehow I feel that my body and soul love Singapore a lot. Not because of Glenn and Elaine, but the location. It's near to Malaysia and their culture is the same as Malaysia. I could go anywhere I want at Singapore too. I don't mind it being small, I just want to be happy, like I could really enjoy myself. I know everything it's up to my thinking, that's why I'm trying hard to stay positive. 

Oh God, please let me have a nice journey and life in UK, just for these two years. I'll repay somehow for graduating from this course and be a successful pharmacist. I'll definitely use my skill not for my benefits but others. I wanna be with Glenn too. So for these two years or maybe four, help me make our relationship strong. I feel bad for asking so much but praying is the only thing I could do now. I'd just have to do my best for the rest. Thanks!!

p/s: I'm typing using my iPhone, so it may seems lengthy