Took a six hours flight from KLIA to Dubai. Wow.. It's harder than I expected. I was so tired before the flight and so I was hoping I could at least get some rest in the plane. Things don't seem to go my way. I could barely sleep. The engine of the plane was quite loud and the passenger behind me hit my chair once a while. I had migraine. Thank God I have panadol with me and without second thought, I just swallowed two pills of that. 

It was 4.20am, Dubai time zone when I reached Dubai airport. That place was damn huge, even bigger than KLIA. Well guess I just follow where my friends are heading. Of course I'm not going there blindly. Got to stay at the airport for about 3 hours before the next flight to New Castle. Well, time flies though and I am now in my next flight to uni.

I was a bit worried to be honest. I don't really feel much excitement as before. First, I don't know who will I be staying with, I don't know my housemates, will they be nice person? I hope to get housemates who are mature and nice, less dramas please... Second, I don't know how or where to start my journey. What should I do the moment I get there?? Friends seems to be together and seriously I don't wanna be left out again like before. I want someone who I could rely on when I need help, someone who will always be there for me and someone like ODF. 

I hope I'm not requesting much. I'm starting to miss my baby. I wonder what is he doing now. Somehow I feel that my body and soul love Singapore a lot. Not because of Glenn and Elaine, but the location. It's near to Malaysia and their culture is the same as Malaysia. I could go anywhere I want at Singapore too. I don't mind it being small, I just want to be happy, like I could really enjoy myself. I know everything it's up to my thinking, that's why I'm trying hard to stay positive. 

Oh God, please let me have a nice journey and life in UK, just for these two years. I'll repay somehow for graduating from this course and be a successful pharmacist. I'll definitely use my skill not for my benefits but others. I wanna be with Glenn too. So for these two years or maybe four, help me make our relationship strong. I feel bad for asking so much but praying is the only thing I could do now. I'd just have to do my best for the rest. Thanks!!

p/s: I'm typing using my iPhone, so it may seems lengthy