3 words

There's only 3 words I want to say to you.

I hope I have the chance, being in the right timing, in an appropriate mood and a response from you.
Even though I indirectly told you before but this time I hope I can make it officially.

I don't want to regret for not saying because you'll be gone away soon and I'll start to get real busy compared to last year.
The period isn't long, only 6 months or more but I don't know the moment we meet again, can we be the way like how we used to be?
Even now, you start to get busy. You start feeling depressed and I feel so helpless.
I can only listen to your sorrow and unable to do anything to ease your pain.

I really miss those days we watch funny clips together, the way you make me smile and laugh so hard and how you cheer me up when I was down or mad.
One thing for sure and I will always remember - You taught me things about life and how to handle it.
Despite you having a bad past or history, I choose to believe that you will succeed one day.

It's really sad looking at you being pessimistic about life when you're the one who taught me to always look at the bright side.
It's sadder when I'm can't even do a thing to make you happy.

Anyway, I have only 2 months left to be able to talk with you. After that we will go back to our own life.
And honestly before that, I wish I could tell you what I really want to say.