Dear blog,

I can't believe myself for getting mad at someone for no valid reason.
It's actually I'm the one who's in guilt yet I blame it on someone.
This is all because I can't get what I desire, what I want and what I'm desperate for.

I expect people to spoonfeed me, even without trying to do.
I expect people to pity me, and throw my tamtrum if I don't get it.

I'm deperate and stress out now.
This test really going to kill me, not to say A2
People said is just a small test, but I always take it seriously.
I told my mom that it's just a small test and bo big deal, but she said still insists me to do well.

I thought I'm able to score for my Applied Maths today but I was wrong.
I now realise that I shouldn't have get mad at him, it's not his fault after all.
I really desperate in my marks now that I could do something so silly and naive.

What's wrong with me??
I have no idea.