MUET

Dear blog,

I got my MUET results today MORNING 2.18am, where I sent the SMS at 11.27pm. Can anyone ever imagine what feeling I had while waiting for the reply and at the same time sms-ing other friends. Every time when my phone beep, my heart stop beating for a second. You wouldn't never dare to look at the sender =D

So this morning, got up and saw they reply. It's weird that I'm not nervous as last night. I open the message. My IC number pass my eyes, and then my candidate number, lastly the word 'band'. I dare not scroll down but when I saw the top part of the number, I thought it was 2. I immediately scroll it down and I saw the number 3. Speechless for 3 seconds and I'm back.

Wow.... Band 3.. What would I going to tell my parents my result?? I'm surely they will be disappointed with it. Plus, it's unbelievable for me to get this result. I was relieved that it's not 2 but I'm still a bit sad and the next second, I didn't bother it anymore. I think I would if it's for IELTS.

It's indeed heartache where you're a person who speaks English at home since small and this is the results that you get. I know my mistakes during the test. So what I can say is, just leave this aside as there's more important things for me to worry of - A2. I can retake MUET anytime I want but not for A2.

So.... I think I will take IELTS first and then MUET again lol. I don't think I dare to screw my paper again for the next time, it's not fun at all =( and not to underestimate again.