Friday, September 11, 2009

Conclusion...

Fate pulled us to meet each other
but....
Fate didn't pull us to be together


I think i have been quite carried away lately, especially after A night. I know it's sounds crazy but i can't imagine that i really did all those thing. Looking here and there to find his presence, purposely go to a particular place just to see him, get very up set if he's not in sight and etc.

These are the worst things that i had ever done. This ain't me. I can't believe that i ruined my own mind. Everything seems to be so complicated now. I think i have gone too far or beyond the limit. However, i still don't understand why. You can't meet the person that you're eager to but you meet the person that you're not eager to. Meaning that, I can't see him lately even though i analyse his time table, but i keep seeing his friend lol.

Sometimes it really sucks to some people but i believe that's the fate. I can't give myself an answer whether can i accept it, but i really hope things won't go like that. So i've been thinking of a solution for this situation everytime.

Today, I just got my solution or perhaps answer. So, my conclusion is just let what it suppose to be. I believe i'll never know what lies ahead of me. Something bad or something good to be is all decide by the god.

If i have a time machine, i just hope i can go back to the past and correct things just like in the movie of "17 again"

2 comments:

Cassandra said...

if u really wanna get wat u wan, go 4 it!! v shouldn't let the god to decide everything... sometimes v juz need time... i'm sure u can get wat u wan...all the best...

N I C O L E said...

Not i don't want to go for it. I already tried my very very very best but it somehow seems to be useless.
We don't talk much when we meet, don't sms nor msn. We're totally like a stranger who just met.
I understand that i shouldn't give up but sometimes working too much on it will lead to disappointment and i don't want to happen ><

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