Time flies damn fast, 4 months of summer breaks is ending soon and it's time to go back to the daily routine I once had - back to studies.

Honestly, I really wish I could continue the life I'm going through right now, even though it's meaningless and lifeless lol.
Throughout this break I've learnt so many things thanks to so many people.
I'm really glad and fortunate they walk into my life and eventually become part of it.
But... *finger snap* I should stop dreaming right now.
Everyone needs to move on, so do I.
Time awaits for no one.

Elaine, Jia Ying, Albee, Jian Han (who's in NS now), Glenn, Dino and Dan.
Really thanks to them for the fun, and of course not to forget my beloved ODF ♥

I'm really happy that even though we had conflicts in between the 4 months, our bonds still remain strong.

I hope I can switch back to my study mode asap.
It's always easy to say than doing it, but I know I can do it!

Oh and Jia Ying, I didn't mean to troll you, I just like being a mysterious person xD.
Pretending to be a GM and giving you a surprise is the only thing which would make you be shocked and it's really fun for me.
Sorry for being mischievous.
Ask my friends how many times I've made them cried for feeling touched *haha*.

And sorry for making you guys worried before *hehe*, you guys shouldn't be actually xD.
Some things I need to face myself and learn from experience.

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.

Don't make me change my mind or I won't live to see another day.

I swear it's true because friends like you are impossible to find.

You're impossible to find.

-Extracted & edited from Fall for you, Secondhand Serenade-

Love you guys ♥

I attended my parent's company annual dinner yesterday.

I love the atmosphere but of course not with loud music as it really blast off my ears.

It's really fun going there, I think thanks to the event organiser who invited Sarimah Ibrahim, one of Malaysia's celebs as our MC.
She's really damn funny and gorgeous =).

Oh ya, I had a minor headache due to the contact lens. Most probably because I'm a little tired and wearing it somehow strained my eyes.
But, I really had fun.

Feels like being in a club

Me and ma sis =D



Aunties and uncles dancing Oppa Gangnam Style LOL 

 

Best dress girls on that night doing performance

Sorry the quality is kinda bad, didn't bring my camera out so I have to use my phone.

I only took video for the girls but not the guys and I don't know why, but as for the guys they got to do MJ's moves, not moon walking, just the beginning part of his dance.

It's soooooooo hilarious that I really can't stop laughing yesterday ><

Anyway, I just went back to bed after finishing LCS with Elaine.

Too tired to stay online for long hours.

How are you?

Hoping things are working fine for you.

Always have faith in yourself.

Take care =)

When a GIRL is quiet,

Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,

She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,

She is wondering how long you will be around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,

She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,

She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,

She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,

She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,

She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,

She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,

She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",

No one in this world can miss you more

than that.

From Best Quotes

I'm missing you, like I always do?? xD

Yesterday, the same exact feelings which happened 4 years ago lay upon me again.
It was still fresh in my mind as if things were just happened a minute ago.
That time, I had a farewell gathering with my friends for Shaun and Ah Boon entering NS. I remembered very clear that on the way back I somehow couldn’t control my feelings and cried in the car. Thinking back right now, it’s pretty funny but they were astonished to see my reaction. Shaun was supposed to send the rest back first before me but my reaction made him went back to Ai Ling’s house to get her again and send me back at once.  Their shocking reaction really made me smile widely, knowing that this is how cute they can all be.

3 years back, Jenny is about to go to Australia to further her studies. Despite making and giving her big photo album, I still find myself unable to accept the fact that she’ll be leaving.
She had been with me for so long and I knew her since primary. She’ll always be there for me, definitely.
On her departure day, I was extremely sad because I’m having test on that day and couldn’t send her to the airport.
I phoned her before she entered the plane, wishing her the best of luck and stuffs. I knew my voice was trembling that time but not knowing if she realise it.
For this time, I managed to hold back my tears because they are so many people around me and it’ll be pretty weird if I just burst into tears like that, but I can’t deny that my eyes were watery.

Same thing happened again last year when King is going to UK for studies and will not be coming back after 2 years.
I went to the airport with some other friends to see him off and I’m proud with myself that this time I remain strong.
No tear, no watery eyes but a little bit of sourness in my heart. Perhaps my emotions were influenced by other people.

Yesterday, knowing that JH will be entering NS, there’s a slight sadness in me.
Well, entering NS, no big deal at all, shouldn’t cry. This is what I thought to myself few days back. Yet, I can still feel tears falling down lol.

I’m not sure if anyone ever wonder why would I even cry on such occasions or my reaction ever irritates anyone.
I really don’t wish or choose to answer their doubts because I know we can’t follow other people preferences.

There’s only one thing I can say, I will only shed tears if I know they’re someone important to me, they’re someone I can rely upon when I’m in need of help, they’re someone I really can’t lose.
I’m not saying other people aren’t important to me. They do play a role in my life, but life don’t let me to choose all of them.
I don’t care if people thinks I’m being way too emotional, cause that’s how I really am.
I don’t blame people for not being understanding. I know I’m naive in some way but honestly, if anyone really finds it irresistible all I can say is, don’t be close to me.
I can be nice but mean at the same time too.

But hey think about it, if someone’s willing to cry for you, that means you’re extremely important to them, right?
If you met an actor who fakes tears, then this is the time you should wake up and be aware of your surroundings.

Time flies and tomorrow will be the day where all of us will part with you.
I bet you're feeling excited about this (maybe).
But thanks to you, and of course the rest, I had a really great time playing FW.

To be honest, the moment I got back to FW and knowing that you 'replaced' me somehow makes me a little upset, cause I can't seems to see how important I am and felt so left out as everyone was moving ahead of me.
When I got back, everything was so new to me and I need time to adapt and update myself.

Then I got to know you.
The you that I know that time is one who rages at everything.
You raged easily, get moody and lost the mood playing, especially when you failed to enter any instance or anyone accidentally said something that offended you, which they don't really have any intention of doing so.
You seriously make me dislike you and I find you being like a kid only.
I even told Jay to tell me if you're in FW and if we're doing instance together, so that I would not join you guys. Simply because I don't want you to feel being extra that once I got back, they don't need you anymore. I believe this was once on your mind, because this was once on mine.
I dislike you even more when I got to know stories told by my IGH that you have grudge on him, and the reason for it is so lame and ridiculous.

But, after getting to know you some time, I try to understand the way you behave and things you did.
It really takes time for someone to understand a person's behaviour.
And to be frank, I didn't choose to side my IGH nor you when he starts complaining again.
I just ask him to reflect himself.
Don't blame him for being like that, as he's also another one person who sometimes thinks like a kid.

One thing I can tell you that, the moment I know Diviine, he'll always be SweetPie's idol. You may ask the rest about this =).
And, Diviine will always be the priest that SweetPie can't go without, despite him being AFK in instance sometimes =_=

Oh and thanks so much for the day in Singapore, and of course to the girls as well.
One thing that always make me smile by myself is when you accidentally said F*** in public.
I'm sorry for teasing and playing prank on you, but that's my nature xD.
Your expression is so damn HILARIOUS that I can't stop myself from laughing all the time.

Anyway, good luck and take care of yourself at there.
Don't eat so much instant noodle =_=, you know yourself pretty well that it's not healthy.
I'm grateful to get to know you (thanks to the girls) and really sorry for any misunderstandings or things I've said long ago which might offended you.
And, I think by the time you graduate from there, I'm already making my way to UK, so let's stay in contact by then.
I'm soooooo gonna miss you, eh no, is WE are going to miss you =).
AND! I'm soooo gonna miss calling you DIVINE like HELL LOL xD.
One thing for you to bear in mind, don't expect everyone to understand you and don't expect you can understand everyone. We don't live to please each other. Sometimes it's not only others that have to follow us, but we have to follow others as well.

See you again IF WE GOT THE CHANCE! =DDDDDDD

*peace ^.^v *

p/s: Sorry if I offended you for what I've said, but you're really a nice person =)