When a GIRL is quiet,

Millions of things are running in her mind

When a GIRL is not arguing,

She is thinking deeply

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions,

She is wondering how long you will be around

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,

She is not at all fine

When a GIRL stares at you,

She is wondering why you are lying

When a GIRL lays on your chest,

She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a GIRL calls you everyday,

She is seeking for your attention

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,

She wants you to reply at least once

When a GIRL says I love you,

She means it

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,

She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a GIRL says "i miss you",

No one in this world can miss you more

than that.

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I'm missing you, like I always do?? xD

Yesterday, the same exact feelings which happened 4 years ago lay upon me again.
It was still fresh in my mind as if things were just happened a minute ago.
That time, I had a farewell gathering with my friends for Shaun and Ah Boon entering NS. I remembered very clear that on the way back I somehow couldn’t control my feelings and cried in the car. Thinking back right now, it’s pretty funny but they were astonished to see my reaction. Shaun was supposed to send the rest back first before me but my reaction made him went back to Ai Ling’s house to get her again and send me back at once.  Their shocking reaction really made me smile widely, knowing that this is how cute they can all be.

3 years back, Jenny is about to go to Australia to further her studies. Despite making and giving her big photo album, I still find myself unable to accept the fact that she’ll be leaving.
She had been with me for so long and I knew her since primary. She’ll always be there for me, definitely.
On her departure day, I was extremely sad because I’m having test on that day and couldn’t send her to the airport.
I phoned her before she entered the plane, wishing her the best of luck and stuffs. I knew my voice was trembling that time but not knowing if she realise it.
For this time, I managed to hold back my tears because they are so many people around me and it’ll be pretty weird if I just burst into tears like that, but I can’t deny that my eyes were watery.

Same thing happened again last year when King is going to UK for studies and will not be coming back after 2 years.
I went to the airport with some other friends to see him off and I’m proud with myself that this time I remain strong.
No tear, no watery eyes but a little bit of sourness in my heart. Perhaps my emotions were influenced by other people.

Yesterday, knowing that JH will be entering NS, there’s a slight sadness in me.
Well, entering NS, no big deal at all, shouldn’t cry. This is what I thought to myself few days back. Yet, I can still feel tears falling down lol.

I’m not sure if anyone ever wonder why would I even cry on such occasions or my reaction ever irritates anyone.
I really don’t wish or choose to answer their doubts because I know we can’t follow other people preferences.

There’s only one thing I can say, I will only shed tears if I know they’re someone important to me, they’re someone I can rely upon when I’m in need of help, they’re someone I really can’t lose.
I’m not saying other people aren’t important to me. They do play a role in my life, but life don’t let me to choose all of them.
I don’t care if people thinks I’m being way too emotional, cause that’s how I really am.
I don’t blame people for not being understanding. I know I’m naive in some way but honestly, if anyone really finds it irresistible all I can say is, don’t be close to me.
I can be nice but mean at the same time too.

But hey think about it, if someone’s willing to cry for you, that means you’re extremely important to them, right?
If you met an actor who fakes tears, then this is the time you should wake up and be aware of your surroundings.

Time flies and tomorrow will be the day where all of us will part with you.
I bet you're feeling excited about this (maybe).
But thanks to you, and of course the rest, I had a really great time playing FW.

To be honest, the moment I got back to FW and knowing that you 'replaced' me somehow makes me a little upset, cause I can't seems to see how important I am and felt so left out as everyone was moving ahead of me.
When I got back, everything was so new to me and I need time to adapt and update myself.

Then I got to know you.
The you that I know that time is one who rages at everything.
You raged easily, get moody and lost the mood playing, especially when you failed to enter any instance or anyone accidentally said something that offended you, which they don't really have any intention of doing so.
You seriously make me dislike you and I find you being like a kid only.
I even told Jay to tell me if you're in FW and if we're doing instance together, so that I would not join you guys. Simply because I don't want you to feel being extra that once I got back, they don't need you anymore. I believe this was once on your mind, because this was once on mine.
I dislike you even more when I got to know stories told by my IGH that you have grudge on him, and the reason for it is so lame and ridiculous.

But, after getting to know you some time, I try to understand the way you behave and things you did.
It really takes time for someone to understand a person's behaviour.
And to be frank, I didn't choose to side my IGH nor you when he starts complaining again.
I just ask him to reflect himself.
Don't blame him for being like that, as he's also another one person who sometimes thinks like a kid.

One thing I can tell you that, the moment I know Diviine, he'll always be SweetPie's idol. You may ask the rest about this =).
And, Diviine will always be the priest that SweetPie can't go without, despite him being AFK in instance sometimes =_=

Oh and thanks so much for the day in Singapore, and of course to the girls as well.
One thing that always make me smile by myself is when you accidentally said F*** in public.
I'm sorry for teasing and playing prank on you, but that's my nature xD.
Your expression is so damn HILARIOUS that I can't stop myself from laughing all the time.

Anyway, good luck and take care of yourself at there.
Don't eat so much instant noodle =_=, you know yourself pretty well that it's not healthy.
I'm grateful to get to know you (thanks to the girls) and really sorry for any misunderstandings or things I've said long ago which might offended you.
And, I think by the time you graduate from there, I'm already making my way to UK, so let's stay in contact by then.
I'm soooooo gonna miss you, eh no, is WE are going to miss you =).
AND! I'm soooo gonna miss calling you DIVINE like HELL LOL xD.
One thing for you to bear in mind, don't expect everyone to understand you and don't expect you can understand everyone. We don't live to please each other. Sometimes it's not only others that have to follow us, but we have to follow others as well.

See you again IF WE GOT THE CHANCE! =DDDDDDD

*peace ^.^v *

p/s: Sorry if I offended you for what I've said, but you're really a nice person =)

Just got back from Singapore two days ago.
Sorry for the late post. I'm so tired and kinda lazy to blog, well here I am now!

Singapore is the FIRST country I visited in my 21 years being alive =D
I bet the first place everyone would want to visit will be USS, but not in my case.

On the first day there, it took us so long to get to our hotel.
The hotel is located at quite a deserted place and my family and I eventually WALK THERE! Not far, just around 1.2km.

Not even a single rest after we check into the hotel.
We head over to Garden Bay and thank god my parents know how the MRT works, maybe.
Well we eventually got confused on the way there to transit train.
Anyway, we got there and time for sight seeing.

Nothing special basically, just tons of trees and greeny stuffs that decorated so beautifully.

Oh! From here, we also got to see the wheel thingy, forgot what they call it and Marina Bay Hotel?? This hotel looks awesome!

The overall view from the garden

Here's something cool too!! Check it out!

Do you dare to walk up these stairs alone????

Sis looks EMO!! xD

After that, we just head towards a restaurant to have dinner.

And, my dinner for that day is FAST FOOD! OMG~

The next day, my parents went to USS but I skipped that because I have a DATE!!
Honestly, this is super exciting, can't wait to meet them.
Luckily I manage to get my contact lens in time. I'm gonna wear this colour lens by Blincon - Pearl.
Love it so much!

Oh my, the lens make me look dollish T.T

Nothing went perfectly smooth.
My family were off to USS and that means I'm left alone at the hotel.
Appointed time was 10am and soon enough, the time arrived.
Waited and waited and waited until 10.15am, still no sign of them.
No phone that I can use to contact them, so I decided to buy a sim card.
Crap! My passport was with MOM!!
This is so shit!
I think I've been pacing around the hotel and 7-11 behind the hotel until the store lady offer me her handphone to make a call.
Well of course I've visited her store many times for enquiries LOL.

Hearing my friend's voice made my day.
Not long later, I heard someone calling me from a taxi.
LOL.. I didn't expect them to take a cab seriously.

This is way too awesome man!
I don't know what to say. I'm having mixed feelings - panic, excited and scared as well.
Overall, it's just to nice.

Karaoke at Marina Square.
Crazy me but yea, I spent my time at Singapore's karaoke.
Oh we have birthday surprise too~

Happy Bday JY~

Elaine and I planned long time ago luckily things went fine.
So the 4 of them bring me tour Singapore for the whole day.

Korean BBQ as promised for dinner.
It's buffet!! LOL and I find the price reasonable.
All of us ate until so full that we're so lazy to walk after that.

Just BBQ-ing everything lol

Next stop after dinner, we headed to Clarke Quay to see Singapore River.

Singapore River + Clarke Quay

I love the night view at there and I noticed something interesting~
This.........................

Omg, I so wanna play this but with my this big, full stomach, I scared I'll puke everything out when I got off.
We took some pictures and just walk around there, looking around, passed by many clubs but not going in.

We're in some kind of supermarket after that.
Guess what!? My first time ever having my taste buds on aloe vera drinks.

Aloe Vera treat by JH and Elaine =D

It taste extremely good that I find myself craving for more after that
Thanks soooooooo much JH or maybe Elaine who bought this for me =)
Super duper love it!

Time flies and I realise it's been so late but I don't feel like going home.
I can't be selfish to make them accompany me so we need to part this time *sob*.

I really cannot forget how much fun I had at Singapore.
Even though I've walk until my legs going to break but I still wish time could slow down a little at that time.

If I'm going there the next time, next spot for me to hang out will be USS!
And I'm so gonna drag all of them out again!! =D
Thanks them a lot for the trip!! Gonna miss them and the day badly.

I've finally finish watching one KDrama - King 2 Hearts.
Seriously this drama has become my favourite, thanks to someone who recommend me to watch it.
There're too many suspense, from the beginning till the end.

It's about the unification of North and South Korea and how 2 people from each country unite together.
I really salute all the hardships they went through to make this a success.
I'm so happy that the ending ends quite well.

Really love this drama a lots!! Highly recommended.

Here are some nice songs from in the drama.

First love - Lee Yoon Ji

Love is Crying - K.Will

Missing You Like Crazy - Taeyeon

I can't Say It - J Min

Only You - Hyung Seong (Boyfriend)

If only you could understand how I really feel, things might be a little easier.

Sometimes, a thing may be positive but in actual fact it is negative.
That is when you'll get stuck in between.

Once again, I apologize for my stubbornness.