Friday, June 15, 2012

History Repeats Itself Unconciously

I pray, hoping that history will not repeats itself.

I pray, hoping that this bonding can last forever.

I pray, hoping I can have a best moment before I go to bed.

Too bad history repeats itself once again.
Something that I terrified the most.
It happened about the same time,just in a different year.

Two good friends, a very good one quarrelled badly.
One is the one I cherish the most, the another one is the one I adore.
Standing in between of these two somehow makes my life miserable.
The factor that trigger this fight is the same as last time.

Why?
Why when we're about to get stronger, things like this happened?
Sometimes I just wonder is it a test from God.
He knows my weakness.
Is He trying to help me learn how to overcome it?

Same case, same scenario but will the ending be the same??
I just want to have a perfect moment each time with them.
Please let my bad experience and past memories rest in peace.
That's all I wish for.



Friday, June 8, 2012


Aww sweet <3

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

It's sucks to have such feelings back..

Tried and told myself a billion, no, should be a trillion of times that don't go for it.. but still fail in the end..

I kept myself busy all day at work today, just to keep my mind free from any thoughts. But I realise, the more I try to run/deny/ignore, the more I start to think.
Dang! Don't really like it so much..

I almost lost control yesterday. Thank god I manage to control and held it back once again =="
I had my lesson long ago and I believe this is what keeps me from being so rush.
And yes, I realise I'm not being myself anymore if I continue like this.
This is what I'm afraid of from the start.

I still couldn't believe I've asked such a stupid question and made him worried.
Arghh.....
Never mind, I'll just gonna hold it longer.
Not going to let things burst out until I'm assure and certain.
I know I can do it.. Just be normal =)

Cheers!

Thursday, May 31, 2012


It's easy to say but hard to perform LOL
As usual.......

Attitude



" If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude." 
-Maya Angelou-


Knowledge and Hardwork are important, but the Attitude is a little thing that can makes a big difference. That's why ATTITUDE = 100%


So a good ATTITUDE is extremely important =D

Sunday, May 20, 2012

My Wedding Day

Yesterday was really an amazing day.
Everyday will be an amazing day actually, after I completed my finals!!
There’re so many things I want to do, but first of all I need to complete my last report =(

OK! Here’s what happened yesterday <3

I seriously never know my groom will show up. I thought he will be late or something and leaving me alone xD.
It went on smoothly.
Thank god there’s no ceremony carry out, or else it won’t be that nice anymore.

We exchanged rings, talked to the NPC and ta-da~ We’re married =P
It’s just an in game marriage, so yea we know we’re just playing with in. All the time we just try to get into character.

After my turn it’s my baobei’s turn with Jay <3
They had ceremony, and too bad I did not take any screen shot. Maybe I’ll ask from her later if she took any.

Two couples getting married on the same day. How’s that? Cool huh..
So after our wedding, we head on to our ‘honeymoon’ – killing 270 mobs.
When you look at the number, you’ll go @.@ but it’s really fast.

It was around 3am or 3.30am that time.
After that, I put my character aside and talk with my husband.
Since both of us were so alike so the topic never stops LOL.
Don’t worry, we just chat like normal friends or I should say close friends.

And yea, I went to bed at 4am+ xD.
It’s crazy, I know but it’s fun, especially when baobei and I teases him =D.

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Yeo bo and me <3

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Rest day

Yeah~ First paper is down, left the final one.


Honestly, this paper totally cause me to have a mental breakdown. I was stunned for few seconds the moment I read the first 7 questions. I know I'm starting to get nervous by that time.
There's no point staring there and do nothing. But thank god that one question looks familiar with me and that is where I gain my confidence. 

After the exam my mind went blank immediately. I can't think properly, brain was too occupied with what I've studied. Finally it's time to chill and relax a while.

At last! I got the chance to watch Don't Go Breaking My Heart (单身男女). This movie was out quite long ago, maybe 2 or 3 years.
Friends recommended me to watch, even the boys.



Wow! Really and fantastically this is my first time dropping tears out of touched. I was really touched by the way those two guys did for that girl. Really amazing.
It's really a great movie, especially if you can accept romance type of movie.

If I was the girl in the movie, no doubt I will go for 方启宏(acted by Daniel Wu). 
In this movie, it's either you go for a goody goody type of guy who is romantic and will know how to surprises you or a playboy type, who loses control the moment he sees hot girls even when you're around. Well of course with such personality he'll definitely have his own talent in wooing girls.
Both are romantic, able to give surprises, having good career/future, handsome and etc. 
But still, if I were to choose, 方启宏 will be the type of guy.

One of the scene I like =D

Which one will you choose? =)

Anyway, time to get some rest, very tired right now.

Cheers~