Appreciation night was held at TAR College, Sport Complex. It is definitely going to be an exciting night, and I’ve been looking forward to it. I reached there at 5.25pm.
I saw HIM walked pass me at the entrance. HE can’t recognize me, not even a single part of me even though I smiled at HIM. I called HIM and HE stopped, and finally knew who I was. I was indeed a bit sad yet happy. HE told me that HE can’t recognize me due to the make ups. I chatted with HIM for some time before entering the hall.
HE looked charming that night (I told HIM this after the night via SMS) and my eyes just can’t kept away from looking at HIM. Every moment during the night, I kept noticing HIM. Noticed where HE sat, where HE was and what was HE doing.
I believe my action is somehow obvious and scary, hope I won’t scare HIM off like that. I always went close to HIM, but not too near. While I was sitting, I’d find a seat which is close enough to let me see HIM. I know I’ll be nuisance to HIM but this is something which I personally find it hard to control (so sorry about my weird behaviour).
The moment I’ve been waiting for finally arrived – ball room dancing. The dance floor was opened to the committee first, then to everyone. I was standing that time, trying to find where HE was. I saw HIM stood up and walked towards me and invite me for a dance. I threw my bag to someone else and walked with HIM to the dance floor. We were holding hands so naturally to the dance floor.
We didn’t talked much during the dance as we were focusing on our steps, so to me, the song ended too fast. Another song which is soft and romantic was played. HE was not too sure that HE’d like to dance that cause he have to put this hands around my waist and while I put mine around HIS neck. HE said that it is not suitable for us so we got back to our seat. While I was standing, looking at HIM and other people at the same time, a guy approached me and invited me to dance. It was Elly’s friend. I hesitate that offer for the first few seconds, but then I accepted his offer. It’d be embarrass for him if a girl reject his offer.
We walked to the dance floor together and I eventually walked passed HIM. I heard HIM telling me to go and dance. I really had nothing to say that time. We were hold hands at the dance floor, so that we won’t be dancing like how other people dance, BUT!! I was wrong. Out of a sudden, he shifted my hands over his neck, and he put his hands over my waist!!! I did ask him to wait but I guess he can’t hear me. So, we kept on dancing like that until the song end. Once the song end, I’m rushed back to my seat but another song with the same genre as before played at once. So he stopped me and asked me to continue *sigh*. He’s also a good looking guy but I prefer HIM.
Alas!! The song finally ended. Now everyone were enjoying faster beat songs even HIM, but I didn’t enjoyed much. As usual, I just stand one side, looking at HIM and of course other people (scary eh??). I walked towards the stage and saw HIM and HIS friends dancing happily. Then, HIS friend walked towards me and mentions something about camera and asked me to stay there. I listened to him but noticed where they went at the same time. Well, I didn’t see them taking or holding any camera. It was indeed a bit down because I didn’t get the thing that I want – taking photo, at least one piece with HIM.
Everyone was going back and I still haven’t taken a photo with HIM. I walked up and down at one side where HE can see me, while calling dad to fetch me. I kept on standing there hoping that HE’ll approach me and ask me for taking photo with HIM because I finally saw HIM holding a camera. I was going to leave but with a slow and heavy step. Then, I saw HIM ran towards me and offer it. Who would say no?? We snapped a few times because HE dislikes the one we took. At last, with HIS friends support, HE put his arm over my shoulder and I put mine around his waist for easier posture. The song we danced just now played again and he asked me for a one last dance. I accepted HIS offer and we walked to the dance floor. We chatted while we dance, and that was the happiest moment.
This will be our last dance and our last meeting. I just hope the time when we’re dancing can pause for a while. Even though HE said that we can still MSN but I know that the feelings will somehow be different or changed. After the dance, we let go of our hands and stood there for some tome, trying to find a topic to chat. HIS friend called HIM so HE got to go and we bid goodbye.
I walked to the entrance and waited for dad. Everyone was leaving one by one and last there was only me. Then I saw HIM came out from the hall with hid friend. HE bid goodbye to me again and walked to his car. I really hope HE’ll come and accompany me until dad arrives. Then, I saw HIM looked towards my direction and walked towards me. HIS friend told me that he’s here to accompany me. HIS friend went back and there left me and HIM. Well, we chatted for a while, all the topic was about academic. I don’t mind about it, at least I know HE’s concern about HIS studies. Another guy came out. I misunderstood this guy to be HIS friend, in fact he’s HIS teacher.
While I was going to leave, HIS teacher gave me a bouquet of flower. I reject at first but he said that it’s useless for him to keep that flower, so I accept it and HIS teacher did say that he represent HIM to give me the flower. HE denied it by saying that that HIS teacher gave me is because I said he is one of the TARC students. I too agree with HIM. After accepting that flower, dad’s here and I got into the car and left. Before leaving TARC, I see HIM walked towards his car and seeing HIM wearing that smart for the last time.
Maybe after reading this, some people will think that I’m in love with this guy. Even I also think that too but, honestly not. He’s a unique person with a unique thinking and maybe friends and I think that attract me a lot. If I really like him, then I think that’ll only be a one sided feeling, as Chinese always say 一厢情愿. Even though the probability for us to meet in college is less than 1%, but I’ll always remember the moment we spent together (I'll be happy if I can meet him XD). So now, I just have to treat everything the normal way, without thinking too much, right guys? Haha.. One more thing, thanks to all my friends for giving me the support to attend this night and to face him =P. Special thanks to Ming Ling for helping me in my make ups..
Sarayu and Me
Elly and Me
Carwyn and Me
Pei Chin and Me
Wai Kuan and Me
Me and one of the stpm teacher
Elly, Mdm Looi and Me
Me, Ms Jeswynna and Elly
Elly, Miss Tham and Me
The flower that I received
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