So long didn't update blog already~~
Been busy this few days or maybe lazy to update XD..
Let's talk about my day in Malacca

I'm back to hometown on 11th June, Thursday, cause the next day will be holding grandma's 80th birthday woo woo~~ Since, I'm her grand daughter, then I have to follow my tradition. I'm a peranakan which means, a nyonya lol.. According to what i know, the chinese people long long time ago married the local people, which is malay. So this means that, I'm a mix hahaha, but maybe a unique one that i can eat pork hohohoho...

Ok.. Enough for my background. Erm... On Thursday night, helped aunty and some other people to prepare a mini basket full of flowers called 'bunga rempai'. I think this is what they called la... On top of the flowers, place a 20cent. Let me introduce how they prepare the flower.. I think they have 'pandan' leaves and I don't know what flowerss, just that i know is a lot of flowers mix together. They blend the 'pandan' leaves so that it'll become small in size and then miz with those flowers that had also been blend (i think la). After that, mixing it with perfume and we 'stir' it, just like baking lol.. Then, we place the bunga rempai inside a basket. My family said that, this is what they gave to people as a souvenier just like for Malay's wedding, they gave a bunga telur, but for peranakan, we gave bunga rempai.


The next day is the big day.. My sis and I have to set our hairs, it was around 2pm that time. (So early la). Mom said that since both of us are the receptionist, we have to be there early haiz... After setting our hair, went back to hotel and bath. No time already but I still taking my sweet~ time watching tv hahaha... At last of course get scolded la.. After bath, i put on my baju kebaya, sarung, kerongsang and beaded shoe. Kerongsang is the so called brooches. According to our custom, we have no buttons but using kerongsang as the buttons. After that, definitely have to make up lo... This is how i looked like after every preparation.


After reaching there, have to start work. So so messy at the 1st place, i have no idea who they are ma.. Keep going like that until 8pm then the ceremony begins. My family walked inside while my sis and I hid behind a pillar while holding a bouquet of flower to give grandma. I love that flower a lot~~ I hope i'll get one soon haha.. After giving grandma, we join them and walk to our table.

Blah blah blah.. All the speeches and singing and finally come to the cake cutting. All of us go in front and of course to sing a birthday song after that, cut the cake and we have toast, it is sparkling juice, wahhhh i love it.. After that there's the peranakan dance, they called it joget lol. I was force to dance?? But trust me, I won't. Just swigging hands with my cousin hahahaha. We make a circle and everyone hold hands and swing lol, who cares la.. Other guests, who are also my relatives join in and dance. I was speechless that time, cause i don't know how to dancer that. A modern girl like me only dance hip hop la. But I admire everyone. After that we headed back to our table and enjoy our meal. Dance floor was open right after that too.. Many aunties and uncles go and dance. There're cha cha, line dance and etc (Actually i forget the names ald).

My cousin, the cutest one also join in the big people to dance. Honestly, i don't know what dance is he dancing, perhaps his stlye lol. I only know he keep on shake his head all the while, damn funny leh.... A lot of dances but we the small ones only eat hahahahahaha.. That day really full lol..

The ceremony than end around 10 or 11pm and everyone headed back home, but we had a photo shooting before we go back. It was really fun that time and is my first time wearing kebaya and everything for so long..

My cousin

Today is Ming Ling's birthday!!!
Happy birthday Ming Ling~~~
The inda's family have a dinner at DAORAE!!
This will be my first time there..
Emily and Shaun said that is nice to eat there and they would like to go there for the second chance!!
Is that really that nice?? So now is my chance to try it out myself...

After reaching there, we head towards a room...
Mei Yin said she reserve a room already.. wahhh~ is getting exciting...
When i entered is was like... damn this place is awesome....
There's a lot of DBSK posters, and the poster is H.U.G.E!!!!
Well mostly is in horizontal la....
I sat down there and look at their cutlery....
Very beautiful.... haha looks like i never been to a korean restaurant before..
By the way, we have to bare our foot in that room.....

After some discussion, Yin Lin make the order hohoho...
She's quite expert in korean stuffs...
Dishes up!!!!!!!!!!!
They served us a hot soup first....
The soup is delicious and then came the meats and other side dishes...
Most of them is red in colour, i think is spicy so i dare not eat ><
The meat is tre-men-dous!!!!!!!!! Sweet and the tenderness is just nice...

Around 9.15pm, Ming Ling have to go already so we sang birthday song in two language to her..
First is in korean, then english..
But Hong Yi, Mei Yin and Ai Ling also give present to her and the others also get too...
I got my birthday present and a souvenier from Hong Yi also... That girl went to London ma....
How fortunate of her....
I got a purse for my birthday present and an Eiffel Tower plus key chain for my souvenier lol

Purse from lovely lace~~

The souvenir.. It is actually an alcohol.. Do you see an XO there??

I really like both of that gifts....
While the others also seems happy with their gift. Shaun got a MU shoe's bag, Hey King got a cap, Ah Boon got a Chalsea bag and Wen Ee got a Harry Potter tingy, i don't know what is that actually... I think is their favourite stuffs, am i right??

After the 'gifts ceremony' everyone is ready to go back..
Aww i hate this part again...
I just hope i have the power to slows down time so that we can spend more time together...
But i know i can't be selfish, some where in the world, there might be people who wants time to fly so that unfortunate events can pass by quickly...
Anyway... just hope we are able to meet again..

I really love all of them....
My fond towards them is getting bigger and bigger.....
I hope this will be an endless friendship..............

Haiz... When mention about this i also very sam tong..
I have a friend, who is quite stubborn...
Ask that fella don't do this again but still don't want to listen..
Knowing that is not gd but still don't want to listen..
Thought that fella can manage to let go already but who knows been caught by me few days ago..
Begging like hell for forgiveness..
So pity that fella and give another chance..
Haiz............ Who knows been caught again yesterday lol....
I don't know what to do already..
I understand that fella don't want one but too stubborn lo and can't control lol..
I know that fellow didn't mean it but haiz....
Now that fella feel hopeless cause knowing that i won't forgive again..

Do you think i should give my friend another chance? I sked things will repeat again. This is not the first time nor second times, is many many times already... I can't tell you what thing cause this is the promise i had with my friend. Can help me?? Just leave some comment whether should give another chance or not

Parents went to Pahang to see elepahant with my sis n bro n other relatives... So left me and my bro alone at home~~ The first thing when my bro wake up is enter my room and wake me up to play maple with him =.= vry swt lo..... I don't care him, continue my sleep wahahaha.... But at last also have to wake la.. so late already still sleep meh... Today play maple so sien haiz... Then, my bro said he want to help me lv up hooray~~~ Lv up till so excited also 4get about lunch time haha... Who knows after finish eating, want to continue that time only realise server roll back T-T No choice, bro have to help again... Help till he sien leh then ask me go kill zakum with him lol....
Change to lap top cause lap top got HACK so monsters only hit me 1 damage XD LOL!!! Didn't know it till today.... Reach the entrance already... So excited!!! But................ CANNOT ENTER!!!!!!!! Lv not high enough sobbbbbbbb Ok lo.... follow my bro go and kill goby, a fish that follows you wherever you go.. Go there earn money ma $$ hehehe.... Earn.. earn.. earn...... SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A notice appear right in front of my eye, there written:
Your ID have been caught by PoliceGM for HACK REASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the........................................... Then try login.............................
Your account has been blocked for using illegal programes or violating the game policy. The ID has been permanently blocked. So you won't be able to use this account again...


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb~~~~ Haiz..... I think Wen Ee will be happy for that.... I lazy to create a new one la......... Nvm la... play again lo.............. That character also very weak de la.... This is what we call 自我安慰 lol~~

Woke up very late today haha...
Really tired so sleep until can't wake but after wake have to hang clothes..
Hmm.. I think is around 1pm that time lol....
After that is what??
Is maple time hahahahaha..
At first my desktop can't play due to my youngest bro who go and download the stupid HACK software, then let GM banned IP ADDRESS!!!
But, don't know after that can't even play..
The program doesn't run even though i click play..
With the help of both of my bros, reinstall and finally I'm in wahahahaa...
So happy that time...........
Then........ i follow my bros to fight zakum (a monster in maple story)
But!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Before reaching there died already due to burn by the magma lol~~~~~
Stupid magma keep on deduct my HP..
If you say eat potion, then sorry to say i cast dark sight so cant hit or eat or do anything..
Too gan zheoung already so didn't think of disable it hahaha...
A priest died of burn by magma.. Very lame lo~~~
If maple player want to ask why priest can have dark sight, all i can say is.............
PRIVATE SERVER ma.......... *peace*
Level too low so die so fast haiz...... Nvm lo.. train myself lo...
But after that i also play till sien already then go and watch romantic princess （公主小妹）with sis...

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June 03, 09
Gosh!!!!!!!!
I've been keep on playing computer games only..
Mapling.... mapling... mapling.. (maple)
There's still loads of homework waiting for me to complete..
Not I don't want to do actually... I don't know how to do sob sob T-T
Especially the Pure Maths!!
Pure Maths repeats the syllabus for SPM, so as first it was woooo... I know this, but when start doing exercise, the question is far more difficult lol....
So.. the whole day only play maple private server didn't touch much on work ><

June 04, 09
Hmm.. Show a bit of improvement today..
But still playing computer games...
Play The Sims LOL!!
Keep trying to install Hot Date but always failed..
Don't know how to crack sobbbbbb...
Then, only know that need to install in order lol...
After original will be Living Large..
Don't have the CD!!!!!!!!
Keep searching the net to see can download free or not..
Can't find any *disappointed*
Last.. gave up and play the old boring Original one
Haiz....
But at least i got download some new features in it ^^

To some people, they feel that college life is much better than secondary life. Yes, i agree with this. Students are able to 'ponteng' whenever they like and without teacher catching them or enter the decipline room.

To me, even though college life have more freedom than secondary life, but i somehow still misses secondary life. What make me feel like that is because of FRIENDS! For me, friends mean more than myself. In secondary i definitely have great bunch of friends, my gang, friends from other class like emily, rachel, eu wing and etc. To me, they're like a miracle which trigger some unexpected event, like... hmm.. well i don't know what event, just i had the feeling of it.

In college, i feel that i really lack of all these. Everyone is in different course or different class. I met my former tuition friend who also appear to be my classmate. At first i thought it was great but as days go on, i don't seem is that happy after all. How to say? Erm.. is just like i find it hard for myself to join or enter a conversation. But she... i don't know how to say, she can easily join in a conversation which i had with another friend, and later both of them can keep talking and then i'm out of that 'boundary'. This makes me feel like i'm an outcast and i have to isolate myself everytime. Then, they say i'm EMO haha... Yes.. i may seems emo to people but what's the factor of it?

Ok.. maybe i'm too sensitive or think too much. Yes.. i do care how people treat me. I can put my full attention on people in caring their feelings, understand them but can they do that to me? I'm not asking for a repay or getting attention. It's just that i don't like and can't bear getting cold shoulders. Sometimes, i really ask myself why do i want to spend my time thinking about people who don't appreciate me. I also can't answer that question, is just part of me to be like that. Erm.. there's eventually some people that i don't care much, and that's because i'm not close with them or they hurt me so much that i feel is already a betrayal.

Maybe i misunderstood something and really sorry for that. But now... being in SN10C, i may seems as a poor student (they arranged according to spm results and i got to know that i'm the poorest, maybe), but i really hope people can help. Due to my poor understanding, i have to find people who is patient enough to help me as i need repeating explanation. Who's willing to be the one??