I am now sitting in the office, waiting for mom to bring lunch for me.

She asked me not to go out and eat as there’re lunches provided at her department.

Bought a ‘teh tarik’ to temporary fill my empty stomach. It had been making so much noise since 10am.

Nice ‘teh tarik’~

So bored, nothing to do when it’s lunch time.

Thinking about what am I going to do on Friday.

His birthday is on this Saturday, so planning to give him a surprise on Friday night.

Going to call him for the FIRST TIME.

Whenever I think about it I start to get nervous. I can feel my heart pound quite hard.

Not sure whether will everything go on smoothly.

I’m afraid he’s playing that moment, but I told him last week to give me some time on Friday.

He still doesn’t know what am I doing, hopefully this will frighten him out.

What am I suppose to say when I heard the word ‘hello’?

Should I remain silence when he answer the phone and didn’t say anything??

Once I wish him, what am I going to say to keep the conversation go on??

I always have to be the one to start an topic.

What response will he give me??

Will he get mad of what I’m doing?

OMG! I can’t stop thinking what will happen that night, will it be a successful one???

Damn, I’m so worry right now.

But, I think the most important thing is that, will he answer my call????

What should I do if he doesn’t??????????

Argh!!!!! Too many questions floating inside my mind right now.

Oh ya, his brother, Eric finally knows about us, but I didn’t tell Eric anything.

I promised him I will not tell so I can’t, Kathy is the one who starts asking but she did not make things seems so obvious.

To my surprise, Eric figures it out by himself, not bad.

I was very nervous at first but when Eric says it out, I was relief.

Eric got to know about us because he peep our conversation sometimes and he pretend he doesn’t know anything.

When he told us this I was like OMG.

So, since Eric knows I think there’s no need to hide anymore??

Should I tell him that Eric knows everything?

I’m afraid he’ll get mad but I don’t want to hide anything from him.

What will happen if I choose to tell him??

Gosh! I really have no idea. This Friday is coming soon and I have to decide fast!