Saturday, April 23, 2011

Life

Our life is just like a live drama on a stage.

Everyone is doing their own part.

Everyone has their own role in the play.

Everyone just come and go.


The differences from the one we used to watch in TV are just that,

We don’t need a script. We just say what we want to say.

We don’t need a director. We just act the way we like.

We don’t need any special effects. We’re already living in a natural phenomenon.

We don’t need any background music. We’re the music itself.

We don’t need any eyedrops to pretend that we’re crying. We just cry when we feel we need to do so.


Life is rather complicated.

There’re so many paths to choose from after one another.

Different path leads to different outcome.

The lucky one will ends up living happily, while the unlucky one will ends up being miserable.


Everyone just come and go in our life.

We’ll only know the value of that person after we lose them.

So, appreciate everyone around you.

Some are bad while some are good.

But, they’re the ones that make your life interesting and fill with different colours.


p/s: No matter how hard it is, I’ll still wait for you to come back.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Keep Trying

I'll wait for you..

No matter how hard it is I'll not give up.

I know it's impossible, but I'll keep trying.
I hope you won't feel I'm a nuisance.
Cause, I really cannot accept the way you leave.
I'm sorry I'm the one who ask you to choose and now I'm behaving like this.
I did that because I hope it'll make you feel happy and more comfortable.
I promise you that I'll be fine, but now I realise I can't.

I'm sorry that I didn't keep my word.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I'm sorry

Well, I'm almost done with everything I need to send him the parcel.

I'll miss them.
That's the only thing I have now that keep me continue living.
Sounds so stupid eh. going crazy over a guy.

Today, got to know him a little more.
Enter a Chinese social networking, and got to know some of his previous relationship.

Wow, couldn't imagine he really love that girl a lot and he's feeling what I am right now.
It was last year, not long ago.
He still misses her last year July, after they broke off.
They broke off because the girl feels that he's too bored, no time for her, keep making her angry etc.

Sigh..
I'm so sorry, I promise him that I won't tell him the same thing, but looks like I'm more or less the same.
My heart aches when I read what he said.
I couldn't believe I'm complaining about it sometimes.

I'm really sorry, for not able to understand you well.
I really miss you, but I don't know what can I do now to hold you.
You're very far away from me now.
I think the feelings you used to have for me is fading.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Announcement!

Sorry to those who knows me and having my Facebook account.

Sad to say that, I have deactivated my Facebook account.
It's just temporary so don't worry, I'll be back when I'm feeling much better.

Sorry if you guys feel that I'm being too rush.
Because, I'm trying my best to not look at his profile and I hope by doing so I can at least control myself, though I know it's hard.
Feel free to send me an email if you need anything or just stop by at my blog.

My blog will always be alive, don't worry.
I'll take good care of myself and will not do anything stupid things.
Trust me!

Even though I'm quite down lately but I need got some of my sense with me.

Thanks for all the cares you guys gave me.

I'll try to be back soon..

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Hope you will know

I Already Miss You



It's ok even if i'm hurt

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Finally!!!

Wow..
Didn’t even realise i have the courage to ask him.
Now, everything finally come into an end.
He decided not to continue our relationship.

Though i do cried, but I'm happy.
I’m happy, as I know i really love him.
I'm happy, as he taught me a lot of things.
I'm happy, as i got to know myself better.
I'm happy, as i got my first experience though it didn’t end well.
I'm happy, as I'm not mad at him at all

I believe this is because i still love him
and
I know I'll miss him.

I’ll back off so he can live a better life.

I'm happy I've made such a big sacrifice.
though my heart starts to bleed after hearing he said not to continue.

Because……………

I LOVE HIM!!

Thanks so much!!!!!!!!

I'll back off so you can live better - G.NA

Thursday, April 14, 2011

傻瓜想要的真的很简单

幸福

这个词在傻瓜眼里很简单

不是花不完的钱

不是名车别墅

傻瓜想要的幸福是

在我要去上班的时候

能听到你一句简单的

路上小心点

傻瓜想要的幸福是

在我下班回家来了的时候

你会对我说上一句冷吗

饿了吧

这样就足够了

傻瓜想要的幸福是

在我们一起逛街的时候

你会像别的情侣一样

挽着我的胳膊

傻瓜想要的幸福是

我给你发的短信你会回复我一个

哪怕是一句你在忙

一会在说

傻瓜想要的幸福是

你会在乎我一点

不要让我感觉到我的存在

对你来说是无所谓的

我愿意为你付出一切

傻瓜想要的幸福真的好简单

我只想得到你的一点点关心

一点点就好