Hiiiiiiiiii!! I'm guessing I've left this blog for quite some time, hopefully not until the extend that I can see 'cobwebs' all over. I've been pretty busy lately especially when my Uni starts again!! *argh*

2 weeks holiday is just too short. Apparently there's not much activity to do, just feeling so lazy to get my butt off the house. Hmm.. Yea, spending time taking with friends, playing with them and etc =).

Christmas and new year?? Hmm.. Nahh.. Nothing special on these two days. Rotting and counting down to these two days by myself *lol*.

Anyway!! That's not the whole idea for today. Finally or maybe for the time being, I can put my heart at rest, all thanks to Sandy!

I was confused + lost + in a dilemma situation yesterday. My mom wants me to go uk immediately after my finals to work for 3 months but my heart don't really feel like going because of certain reasons. Nic will never act without a reason. The request my mom gave me was actually splendid but it just came in AT THE WRONG TIMING. I already have my own plans after finals and I just want this plan to carry out perfectly and smoothly.

Now, I need to think of a mutual way to reject my mom. Sandy told me this, it's up to me to decide whether which path is worthy. I can't choose two if I want a perfect one, so means I got to sacrifice one. Obviously without a second thought I know which route is more worth to choose.

I'm so desperate in visiting singapore so of course I will give up the job offer in uk. I think I'll lose my soul if I listen to my mom. So in the end, I still got to choose what my heart really wants =).

Well I'm just thankful with Sandy being there. At least I know at times, I'm not fighting all these troubles alone *hehe*.

I'm too bored~
This year is totally differently from the previous years. I will normally go for countdown with friends but not this year, because I want to be with my family, but only my parents are at home ==, and they are watching dramassss.
So I'm rotting at home until 2013.

Anyway, 11 more mins to 2013. Let's summarise what I've done this year =).

1. I finished my level 1 Pharmacy course which literally makes me fly over the moon.
2. Didn't really had a great 21st Birthday celebration as exam is just around the corner #screwit
3. Worked for a few months to gain some extra pocket money.
4. VISITED OTHER COUNTRY FOR THE FIRST TIME - SINGAPORE!!!!
5. Had a splendid gathering with Elaine, Albee, JY and JH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6. Headed back to FW.
7. Moved from official FW to Vendetta.
8. Met a few people through Elaine - Luis and Glenn.
9. Got married in FW *hahahahaahaha*
10. Got to know a surprising news - Snowy and Sethagius is currently dating right now!!!! Wow! Grats! xD
11. Went back to Uni for my second year course.
12. Stress up all the way with test, reports and OSCE.
13. Got emo for quite a few times *hehe*
14. Quarrelled with my mom, cold war for a few days =(
15. Spent more than RM150 in a week @.@
16. Moved from Vendetta to Raiderz.....
17. Got myself an iPhone!
18. Posted something to Singapore =3
19. Missing and loving you =)

Hmm.. It's not in sequence but who cares xD.

Happy New Year, 2013 to everyone! May everyone be healthy and best of luck from ME!

I'll make sure I get myself to Singapore in 2013!!! And of course passing my level 2 with flying coloursssss xD.

I promise I'll care and love you more in 2013 =). You do the same too, ok? =)

This year Christmas is the worst of all.

Not doing anything but just rotting at home.

Heart is too lonely to type anything, so good night.

Finally! It's time to chill a little.

Everything is finally over but still got to work hard. There's still assignment to do, there's still things to brush up on. Soon, I'll be getting busy again.
For now, I just want to relax my muscles and mind #letmerest

Christmas is just around the corner.
This year would be my last year celebrating Christmas in Malaysia as next year I'll be celebrating it at UK!! =). How cool is that?
But... Don't think I'll get to have a splendid Christmas this year.
Hmm.. I don't really celebrate but I wish I could do something on Christmas.
There's one plan initially but it failed so yea I don't know what else can I do on that day.
Maybe I just sit around at home, stare at my computer while listening to the fireworks start to spark on Christmas Eve.

I.... really really want to spend my time with someone on Christmas.

Finally done with that literature review (3500 words).

It took me quite long to complete it.

It's been really really a tough one week for me, not only for report but other things as well.

Right now I really wish I'm able to go to somewhere far, where no one knows me and just enjoying the nature.
I want to clear my mind from this stressful life.

I've been waiting and waiting. For what? I don't even know it myself *lol*.
Just simply waiting for something to appear or drop from the sky =D

Just got back from Outbac Camp on Saturday night.

I remembered the next morning, my whole body was aching, especially both of my arms and because of that I lost the mood to do everything.
Can't even change or remove my clothe, bathing also hard, and straightening my arms totally kills me <.<

But yea I had fun at there. It's like a mini NS camp, excluding those marching.
However! All of us were covered with mud! Actually just the lower part of my body.

After the team match, we got the chance to experience the activities there like flying fox, kayaking, volleyball, basketball, wall climbing and etc.
I only went for flying fox and wall climbing and not kayaking because I don't want to get myself wet again. While for the other two, I don't actually know how to play so I'm skipping myself for that =).

Had my first experience for wall climbing and it was really fun.

All I did is just focusing on climbing up that WALL. I don't even know how tall it is and of course I managed to reach the end point =D.

Then I had dinner with friends back in area around Uni.
So freaking tired after the whole day running here and there.

Even though my team was the last but we had lots of fun =).

Pic shooting after lunch

Everyone listening to group leader for the STATIONS!

'The King of Ball'.
Everyone got to carry it and walk around the field a round <.<
Basically, due to my height I wasn't able to see what's in front haha.

Everyone entering a pond with MUD to search for 5 Milo packets!!
If you watch 'Running Man', this will be like the basin~
Could not move yourself once you're in there.
Your legs apparently got stuck.

Me swinging like a Tarzan~ =3

I made a collage of the most difficult one for me.
Seems easy but it's not, until you mastered it - your balance!

OK! This is the 2nd toughest station to me.
Everyone has to climb over that wall with the height of equivalent to 2 people.
And, those that had climbed over are not allowed to help, except for the 4 people
on the top LOL. To make the last person to climb over gave us some headache >.<

Starting fire to boil water for our Milo.
Too bad we failed to light up the fire >.<

Me for flying fox~
Hope it could be higher and faster ><

Wee~ We're ready for wall climbing hahas xD

Hoho~ I reached the top and ready to go down

Me and two ah moi >.<.
They're like sisters to me.
Hate it when I see myself looking so pale *sigh*

My team!! xD

I think I slacked quite a lot ever since I gave myself one day break ==.

Anyway... Today is Friday, ermm nope Saturday now~ *Damn time flies*

And so, I managed to ask Dr. Mak about my literature review's topic and how thoughtful of him for searching for me as well. Annnnnnnnddddd, he explained it to me so I think part of the doubts that I've is cleared now. #thankful #=)

Oh ya, Friday morning I'm unsure if I've made the correct decision. I just somehow let someone know something I don't really want that person to know, hmm.. Even though that person said he's not mad but.. I don't feel good about this. Hope I'm thinking too much again, as usual X.X.

Well I'm sorry if it's really harsh, and yea it is, like you said to me. I really didn't mean to actually, just very down that time. So...... I'M SORRYYYYYY~ T.T

OK! Need to sleep, have to go for Outbac camp tomorrow *ughh*