How I wish to be stronger and someone like YK.
Not everyone can be like him. It takes a whole lot of practice to do so.
Tons of patience together with mature thinking.
Smile, even though you're badly treated.
No grudge even though you're being accused.
Other people's sake is your first priority.
It's not easy to be such person, but be thankful if you meet such person is your life.
They're the one who can teach you what is life.

每个人对生命都有不同的期望。有些是为了自己，有些是为了满足别人。但从来没有人能保证这些期望几时可以达成。如果期望真的无法达成，是否应该坚持下去呢？期望能够达成的时候，真的很开心，即使只是一个很细小的期望，当它能够落实时，人生马上就像重燃希望。不过期望有时候其实都很虚无飘渺，但可以说是我们的精神支柱，就好像空气一样，我们的身体要靠空气才可以生存，而我们的心就要有期望，才有力气好好生活。

-On call 36 小时-

的确说得好，但有多少个人能够做得到呢？

I figured out why there are hearts broken on earth,

it's because when someone likes someone else,

the someone else doesn't like someone back. 

And then finally when someone else likes someone, someone has turned his back and gone for another someone else! 

 So people...there is this sort of "advice" 

 look...it's really nice loving someone, 

 but NEVER ignore the person that LOVES YOU! 

 because you don't get anything by loving someone else, 

 but receiving love is one of th greatest things on earth. 

 Never ignore or make fun of the person that loves you... 

Because you will make yourself not worth loving, and not worth living for.

How nice it is to have friends around you all time. They are the rainbow in your life. Sometimes you got too used with them around that you have forgotten yourself that you need to be independent.

A change in character, attitude or behaviour of a friend became the hot topic among the rest. As day goes by, you feel that you no longer know this person like how you normally know. 

Sometimes you hold a high risk in being too close with other people. You never know one day you might got betrayed, you never know one day they might just leave you and you never know that you were actually back stabbed all the time. 

Fears arise when one day your friend treat you abnormally. This is when you start to wonder and worried what have you done until the extend that you were being treated differently. The worst scenario of all is how two close friends became strangers.

Lesson to be learnt

The higher the expectation, the greater the disappointments.

So, be tough and tell yourself, 'It's gonna be alright!'

Promises mean everything
but once they are broken
sorry means nothing.

How would you react after facing such situation?

And standing in between two sides, which one would you choose? 

Friend? Or the one dearly to you?

I've known this guy, Chris Medina last year but I didn't bother much to listen to song he sang. But I know the life he's been through and it's rather sad. Too bad that he didn't won the competition but I know he got loads of supports.

Can't control myself after watching the first clip and listening to the song.

First clip - To get to know the story

Second clip - What are words.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Had the longest nap for today - 5 hours! results from massive exhaustion from yesterday.
But, I'm still feeling tired now and I know that I've got to start doing my report.

I had a very great time yesterday rooting for my classmates - they had badminton tournament at UCSI.
Went to temple to get some blessing after that.
That's the moment when you can feel that you're so peaceful.

Once I got home, the only thing I can see is my bed.
Sleep quite early yesterday.

As for today, I'm just too tired to get up.
Having muscle aching on my right arm.
It's funny to have a pain even though I'm not competing for the match yesterday.

I don't feel good today because someone that I knew wasn't feeling good either and I'm feel helpless for not being able to help yesterday night.
I worried too much until the extend that I totally ignore my health.

Just got to hear some of his stories from some source.
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to help at all especially after what he had said.
I felt useless.
I understand how he felt because we're always on the same boat.
I'm sorry because I'm hurt as well the moment I know it.
It's funny though to have bonded or linked to such issue.

Seriously looking at him being like that makes me feel so sad but the saddest part is I'm unable to help or do anything.