Friday, December 23, 2011

Ok! I deactivated my twitter account but activated it back on the same day, funny eh?

Today, I saw Bob Bob and Derrick keep tweeting on telling their special someone that they miss them. I wanted to join but I can't =(

Actually, all I want to say is that, I'm also having the same feelings as how they feel. Yea.. It sucks when you like a person and you keep denying it. That's how the 3 of us feel it right now. I know I've already admitted but still when other people ask me, maybe I will just say 'no'? Hmm.. And it's true that how nice if we can tell that person that you miss him/her. It would be the best if they reply telling you that they miss you too, but it seems quite hard, as all of us are facing one-sided love right  now.

Anyway, let's wish all the best of luck to the 3 of us =)

''What's done is done, what's gone is gone. One of life's lessons is always moving on. Getting over a first love, dealing with heartbreak, dealing with death and dealing with life. It's ok to look back and think of fond memories, but keep moving forward and you will live your life happily."


"When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn't mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over."


Adapted from Best Quotes.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Happy Winter Solstice

Happy Winter Solstice to everyone!!


Finally after so long, got the chance to have my dumplings, taste good ><

Sadly, I'm too full that time after I drink a bowl of soya (mom wanted to make a change so put soya), I feel like puking. But, it's still nice!!

Oh and olden people say, the more rice balls you eat, the older or matured you get. Hmm.. Is this true or do you even believe it?
Well to me, it's just another desert to taste on =)



I'll just keep this tiny feelings of mine deep inside my heart until the day I'm ready to tell him what I want to.

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

So Close

Move on


What's done is done, what's gone is gone. One of life's lessons is always moving on. Getting over a first love, dealing with heartbreak, dealing with death and dealing with life. It's ok to look back and think of fond memories, but keep moving forward and you will live your life happily.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Read our conversation content from yesterday and realise I've been acting badly. I'm just too sensitive. Funny, I don't use to be like that, I wonder what changed me. Maybe the past. After every unpleasant incidents that happened on me, I can feel that I'm no longer the one I used to be.

I've become a very sensitive person, even to my good friend who love to joke.

I'm just feeling guilty for behaving like that. Though we apologise to each other but the feeling of guilt in me can hardly fade. I'm so scared to face him right now when uni reopens. Sigh.... What should I do?

Forgive


You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it. 

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?