4 Real



I Love You



Wish You Were Here



Remember When

Oh god! I really don't know what am I suppose to do now.
Why is he starting to get so cold? Or i'm the one who think too much?
I really hope I think too much.

Seriously not easy to keep up with him.
I admit it's tough but I don't want to end this now.
Hope I can really do my best.

You promise me that we'll do together but in the end, i'm the only one who did it.
I don't know what are you thinking right now.
When you ask me what's wrong, i'll definitely say nothing, because I don't want to pressure you anymore.
But, are you taking this for granted? If yes, then I have nothing else to say.

I'm just hoping, one day we can understand each other better.

*Sigh*
Sick sick sick~

Never mind, at least I can have a day off today.

Keep sleeping the whole day~
Eat, sleep, eat, sleep..
Omg!! I'm going to gain weight if I continue like that..

But, while sleeping, dreaming of him ><
Looks like my fever really got into my brain.
So, got up, because I miss him too much.
It's 4pm already.

Almost 5pm, got up again and went to clinic.
SMS him after coming back for a while and can't sleep back until now.

I hope he knows he's so important to me.

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh....

Baby you know,
that you are the air that I breathe
Life that's in me, ohh
baby you know, that you are all that I need
You give me everything, ohh

Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around

(Chorus)
Cause you're all I need,
you give me, everything, make me complete
yeah you are all I need,
you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...

Verse 2:
everytime i think about you
want ya, need ya, hold ya
kiss ya, love ya
never would place a person on this earth above ya
i just wana be the one thats make u feel amazing because you keep it real

Each I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around

Chorus:
Cause you are all I need, you give me, everything
Make me complete
Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me
Cause you are all I need, you give me, everything
Make me complete
Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me

Yeah you are all I need...

Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...

你只喜欢我微笑

你决定我的需要

我要怎么说才好

我不是为你制造

关心像是泥沼

住我往下掉

爱是漂亮口号

透过你的视角

你把我的喜好

随便删掉

变成你要的调调

你为我好我知道

我都知道

我的烦恼我的骄傲

却不明了

怎样爱你才好

毕竟黑豹需要自由奔跑

不能满足拥抱

Can You Feel My Word

真实的我没办法伪造

Can You Take My Hands

真诚你会感觉到

Can You Feel My Word

真实的我没办法伪造

并不想讨好

你才觉得我重要

你只要我有礼貌

其他假装看不到

我要怎么说才好

当我的情绪低潮

关心像是泥沼

拉住我往下掉

爱是漂亮口号

透过你的视角

你把我的喜好

随便删掉

变成你要的调调

你为我好我知道

我都知道

我的烦恼我的骄傲

你却不明了

怎样爱你才好

毕竟黑白需要自由奔跑

Rap I keep on comin back for more yo

日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷

为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠

我知道我的世界已经变的越来越小

跑不掉 逃不了

怎么面带着微笑

怎么面对着你才好

怎么眼泪都在掉

怎么嘴嘟着好严肃

这不是哭着就好

怎么旋律在我脑袋

一直转一直绕

一直率 一直撑着我再一次祷告

帮助我

Can You Feel My Word

真实的我没办法伪造

Can You Take My Hands

真诚你会感觉到

Can You Feel My Word

真实的我没办法伪造

并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要

Can You Feel My Word

真实的我没办法伪造

Can You Take My Hands

真诚你会感觉到

Can You Feel My Word

真实的我没办法伪造

并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要

Things just don’t seem to be going on smoothly lately..

Too many things to take care of.

Starting to get fed up with my current job now, really feel like quitting the job immediately but I can’t do that.

This job is really making me go in circle, especially with bosses that like to change their mind just in a split of second.

You were doing this for today, then you have to do that for the next day.

Maybe, in the morning when you come to work, you find out that you no longer have a place to sit where your usual desk had been taken by someone who just came in, or maybe the next morning you came in, you realize that the computer you used to use no longer with you, all the files you’ve done just gone like that.

You just have to follow what your boss tell you or you’ll be gone forever and I’m in a tough situation where I cannot have the options to resigned as I like.

Never mind, I’ll just bear it until April. By end of April, I’m so gonna leave the hell out of this place.

*****

Next, while you’re working your mind just can’t focus on what’s in front of you.

Your head is full with him – his image, his name, every single detail about him.

People might start to feel that you’re crazy but you’re actually not.

Because he’s not by your side and this is the only way you can continue remember him.

But, you wouldn’t know what he’s doing over there, you wouldn’t know how busy he is, you wouldn’t know who is he talking to and you wouldn’t know what is he thinking of.

Is he thinking of you? Or is he just busy doing his things??

You’ll never know the truth and you’ll never remain calm.

When a question disappears in your mind, another one will just pop out.

It just keeps popping out non stop until the end of the day when you’re asleep.

Maybe sending SMS is another way to keep you close to him.

But, how long can you do that?

It might seems very nice and sweet at first, but as time goes on, you’ll notice that you can only see a sentence or worst appear on the screen of your phone.

For example, OK!, lol ==, alright, haha, ya, yes, alright baby, I’m back, etc.

I was wondering what am I suppose to reply after receiving this kind of message all the time.

There’s no topic to start, no clue, everything is just so straight forward and precisely, short.

Plus, you’ll feel that the message you received got colder each day and you will be thinking, are we alright? Is there any problem occur, all sorts of question.

When you say, I miss you, you got no response, when you say I love you, you got no response sometimes.

You’ll be overjoyed when he’s the one who tell you, because he don’t say those 3 words that often anymore compared to last time.

However, I’m somehow amazed with myself for able to endure all these.

I’m not sure how far my patience can go but I really hope I can stand his coldness for as long as I can.

Just wish to cherish every moment I have with him, though only through SMS.

I’m always trying to bear Jaime’s word in my mind, ‘believe the FACT that he wants you and you wants him too and just relax’.

I chose this path despite many warnings and concerns from friends.

I’ll have to face whatever consequences in the future for choosing this path.     

So, I really hope I can do it.

p/s: type while i was working

Things just don’t seem to be going on smoothly late..

Too many things to take care of.

Starting to get fed up with my current job now, really feel like quitting the job immediately but I can’t do that.

This job is really making me go in circle, especially with bosses that like to change their mind just in a split of second.

You were doing this for today, then you have to do that for the next day.

Maybe, in the morning when you come to work, you find out that you no longer have a place to sit where your usual desk had been taken by someone who just came in, or maybe the next morning you came in, you realize that the computer you used to use no longer with you, all the files you’ve done just gone like that.

You just have to follow what your boss tell you or you’ll be gone forever and I’m in a tough situation where I cannot have the options to resigned as I like.

Never mind, I’ll just bear it until April. By end of April, I’m so gonna leave the hell out of this place.

*****

Next, while you’re working your mind just can’t focus on what’s in front of you.

Your head is full with him – his image, his name, every single detail about him.

People might start to feel that you’re crazy but you’re actually not.

Because he’s not by your side and this is the only way you can continue remember him.

But, you wouldn’t know what he’s doing over there, you wouldn’t know how busy he is, you wouldn’t know who is he talking to and you wouldn’t know what is he thinking of.

Is he thinking of you? Or is he just busy doing this things??

You’ll never know the truth and you’ll never remain calm.

When a question disappears in your mind, another one will just pop out.

It just keeps popping out non stop until the end of the day when you’re asleep.

Maybe sending SMS is another way to keep you close to him.

But, how long can you do that?

It might seems very nice and sweet at first, but as time goes on, you’ll notice that you can only see a sentence or the worst appear on the screen of your phone.

For example, OK!, lol ==, alright, haha, ya, yes, alright baby, I’m back, etc.

I was wondering what am I suppose to reply after receiving this kind of message all the time.

There’s no topic to start, no clue, everything is just so straight forward and precisely, short.

Plus, you’ll feel that the message you received got colder each day and you will be thinking, are we alright? Is there any problem occur, all sorts of question.

When you say, I miss you, you got no response, when you say I love you, you got no response sometimes.

You’ll be overjoyed when he’s the one who tell you, because he don’t say those 3 words that often anymore compared to last time.

However, I’m somehow amazed with myself for able to endure all these.

I’m not sure how far my patience can go but I really hope I can stand his coldness for as long as I can.

Just wish to cherish every moment I have with him, though only through SMS.

I’m always trying to bear Jaime’s word in my mind, ‘believe the FACT that he wants you and you wants him too and just relax’.

I chose this path despite many warnings and concerns from friends.

I’ll have to face whatever consequences in the future for choosing this path.

So, I really hope I can do it