Finally today arrived.
I bet everyone's nervous, so does me.

Before I woke up this morning, I had a dream that I manage to maintain my results for A Level.
I dream that I was very happy with it as I'm able to pursue my studies.
But, it's just a dream.

I heard the alarm ringing but I was so reluctant to get up because I'll have to face my day.
Anyhow, I just got up and walk towards my study room and found dad sitting in front of the computer.
The first thing I asked him was, did he checked my results?
He gave me a smile and say yes.
The next question is, how was it?
He said, not bad which surprise me.
Without any heart preparation, he show me my results (he printed it out ==)

The moment I look at it, all the fear just gone like that.
It's just like wish come true.
What I've dream was real..
Straight B's.
Way to go girl, I thought to myself.
Finally I can enter a uni that will accept my results.

At first I was expecting higher, as days pass by, I just wish I can maintain what I have.
And I got it~!
So thanks god for everything.
Though it's not that beautiful but I'm satisfied.
I just hope I will be less playful after entering uni.

I can feel my heart keep pounding since yesterday..
I can't even go to sleep
Keep waking up in the middle of night
Went to bed at 1am but manage to sleep at around 3am?

Keep thinking what will my feelings be for tomorrow
What will I be after tomorrow
What will my future be?
A big question mark wandering inside my head right now.

Went to education fair today
This eventually gives me more pressure
My grades, what will it be?

I rather say 'yes' than 'no' right now
Just trying to be strong and optimistic
I don't ask for more right now
A straight B's can bring me to my satisfaction
But having an A's will be better.
The most important thing is to maintain my grades

Just for tomorrow, I'll have to prepare my heart and feelings for it.

Good luck everyone and to me~!

May you be bless with all of your hard works for the one and a half year.

Sigh..

Just feel very bored today.

Every time I think of going to work, i feel bored.

No more off day for me =(

No idea why..

Is it because I'm leaving so they don't let me off??

Can't believe they plan my working day on Thursday.

Manager said Wednesday is my last day, but now is Thursday.

Lucky, I called manager to cancel that day, if not I'll get bored again.

Just don't feel like doing anything today..

Tomorrow have to go to work~

Sienzz...

Getting results soon~

Another sien.........

Don't know what will it be.

Please make it a nice one.

Kak Ayu: Look at that strawberry, so pathetic~ (pointing at the chiller)

So pathetic..

I got inspired by Kak Ayu after she mention the word pathetic.
I can describe myself and Jenny for being very pathetic right now.

I couldn't imagine how my job is like now.
Apart from working as a waitress, we still have to learn cashier job.

Everything was fine with us until the opening of the restaurant.
We start working at 10am and guess what time we can go back? 2.45am!!!
The next day, we came at the same time and go back almost the same time.

I was like, OMG, are they treating us like a robot?
Well, the boss and supervisor did go back later than us, but we still need our rest.
This continues everyday until Thursday where we finally got the chance to come to work at 12pm but still going back at the same time.

Can someone imagine how tired we are?
It's actually unfair for the both of us.
Other waiter or waitress came in at 12pm and they went back at 6pm or maybe 8pm.
Why are we the exceptional ones??

I was so stress out that I really feel like quitting the job.
Not that I doesn't like the job scope.
I'm OK with it just that our working time is really unfair and that's what piss me off.

I'm able to write this post just because we requested for a day off.
If I don't request, I don't think I'll even have the chance.
Besides, my parents are getting worried with my job.
Two girls going home so late, how dangerous it is.
Well, of course Jenny's parents accompanied us.
Imagine after she left for Australia and I'm alone.

Wow...
I seriously don't want to think about it.
Though our schedule stated 12pm-10pm, but we always go back at 2 or 3am.

We are humans and so does everyone.
So sometimes I wonder, why can't they let us go back early?
Don't they realise, without enough rest we can't even work 100% efficiently.

I understand that they do not have enough helpers and the first week is always pack with customers, but please think about of us??

As my parents said, if this continues, I'll have to stop working there and I agree with them.
It's not I don't like there, I do like, but this is making me very tired unless they change my schedule and let me go back home punctually.

This is why Jenny and I started using the word 'pathetic'.


Good Luck to Stolen Recipes! You'll always be my No.1

Finally! We're in the new year again.
Happy New Year to my blog~

New year will definitely have new resolutions, new life and many more

So this will be my new resolutions:
1) Be happy throughout the year
2) Reduce my weight back to 45kg
3) My height can be remained, since I cannot go taller any more
4) Study hard and smart
5) Able to voice and stand out for myself
6) Be more independent

I don't know what else, so this will be my current resolutions.

Before the clock strikes 12am, I just recall what I had done for the year 2010.
I just realised there're still many things that I need to improve.
I understand for the year 2010, I brought troubles and annoyance to some people.
I'm sorry for that.
Sometimes, it is not what I wish for.
For example learning new things.

I believe everyone knows that I'm not a fast learner.
I'm really sorry if I had to bother you guys to teach me again and again.
I don't have the big brains you guys have, so I just hope one thing, please be patient with me.
For example, teaching a toddler to walk and speak.
We must have care and patience to be able to teach a toddler to speak or walk.
I know I'm not a toddler but this is how learning new things like.
I'm always trying my best to understand everything.
If I'm not interested, I won't ask for further information or questions.
Seriously, please bear with me.
I'm not complaining anything here.
I accept every compliments that anyone gave me, no matter it's a good one or bad one.
Because I always believe, no one is perfect.

But still, thanks to all my friends who'll always be there for me.
So in this new year, let's try our best to make this year a wonderful and unforgettable one

Cheers to the year 2011!~

When you was small, you love role-playing activities.

You'll do all sort of silly and crazy things like becoming chef, cashier, waitress etc etc.

Can you imagine what will it be when everything becomes real?

You have to serve your customers, you have to cook, you have to collect and count money.

Today is the chaotic day ever.

Even though today is just a free trial, everything is under chaos.

You don't know what's the table number, orderings are delayed, foods and drinks are serving at slow pace..

And..

You'll eventually hear customers complaining about this and that.

Stolen Recipes. A new restaurant with exciting and interesting concept, with the theme and service provided.

I can't imagine my life when the clock strikes 7.30pm.

All the directors and share holders of the restaurant, with their family came in and everything start to go upside down.

Anyway, it's fun, though it's very tiring.

So, after today's event, I think I'll be very busy for training.

12pm to 10pm..

Can't imagine how will it be but I hope it'll be an interesting one =)

Just hope Stolen Recipes and keep on growing and achieve our vision and mission.

Cheers~ for Stolen Recipes

Pharmacist or Nutritionist??

This question has been spinning inside my head for almost 2 weeks and I can't make a decision

Pharmacist. I may have a better future with it, where I'll have a higher income. But the job scope sounds kind boring to me. Prescribing medicine to patients, memorizing the formula, the structure etc etc..

Nutritionist. I not sure how much income I can get from this job, but I believe it's job scope it's not that difficult as Pharmacist. I can face foods, think about foods, helping people to choose the right diet and foods to lead a healthy lifestyle etc etc..

So basically, I think I prefer nutritionist over pharmacist.

What I fear is, I plan to work in overseas. What if I can't find a job at there as nutritionist. I mean they doesn't want to accept foreigners. I'm deciding to go to UK and now foreigners can't work at there. Then, I'll have to come back to Malaysia and I don't think nutritionist in on demand.

As for Pharmacist the same case, but when I come back to Malaysia, I can find a job easily?? I read some comments on pharmacist and they said there's a glut in this job. But, that's base on USA comments.

Besides, I have to see on my A-Level results. So, as for now I really don't know which to choose. My parents suggest me to go for pharmacist but my heart is more on nutritionist and there's fear behind where I can't guarantee my future with nutritionist. I'm willing to go for pharmacist but I like foods lol..