It's had been almost a week since the last paper I sat

However, the guilt I had after Biology and Maths paper still continue piercing into my heart

It's really hard to forget and get rid of this feelings, though people always say let the bygones be bygones

I really feel guilty right now for not completing the paper even though I have the time.

I fear that my marks will pull down my overall grade.

Biology paper 4 carries the most weightage out of 5 papers.

Though I left paper 5 but how can I expect paper 5 to balance my marks? It only contribute 12% of it and paper 4 is like 40%

My dad would kill me if he knows how pessimistic I am now. He always teaches me to apply the law of attraction - be confident and believe what you think and wish for can be fulfilled, it's all in the state of mind.

But for now, I do really hope I can at least maintain my grades, despite all the mistakes I've done and this is a must!

*sigh*

I really have nothing to say after I stepped out of the room.

I'm hungry, confused and weak at that time.

I can feel that all my brain cells are dying.

I did not do well in my A2.

Pardon me!! A2!!! not normal examinations.

I blanked a few questions bearing high marks like 9 or 6 or even 11

That's for maths.

Worst come to worse when I sat for Biology

We don't have long break after Maths, only about 10 minutes.

The first question is OK for me.

As I continue doing, I start to feel boring and sleepy and hungry.

Imagine you have to be in the room for 4 hours with no food.

It's actually a mistake to place Maths and Bio paper together.

We used up most of our energy solving Maths and now Bio

So overall, I really regret for blanking quite some questions especially for Bio.

I was seriously no mood in answering everything any more.

As for now, the only thing I can do is pray hard and do well in paper 5. I really want to maintain my grade or upgrade it ONLY.

may god bless us all..

我要的 我现在才懂了
快乐是我的
不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责

Yes!!! Must be happy!! LOL

Sometimes you can't get what you want

and

Sometimes you can't get what you wish for.

Sometimes you expect people to understand you

but in the end

they didn't.

Sometimes you felt lonely and you wish someone to be by your side

but in the end

you're still alone.

Sometimes you try to do sort of silly things just to get attention

but still

no one notices you.

Sometimes you wish people to concern about you

but still

they couldn't be bothered.

Sometimes you try to make people laugh by telling jokes

but to them

it's the worst joke of all

Sometimes you try to help people

but to them

you're nothing but a nuisance.

Sometimes you wish to be selfish and get everything you want

but at last

you gain nothing.

Sometimes you wish there's a time machine to go back to every happy moments you had

but you know

you're just building castle in the air.

I found this song while looking for 2AM's songs. It's quite nice, so I decided to share it.

Enjoy xD

Like Being Hit by A Bullet - Baek Ji Yong

This version is by 2AM

The original is of course Baek Ji Yong =)

Hmm…

I think this will temporary be my last post.

Trial exam is coming so I have to study hard already.

I’m a bit worried with my progress because I haven’t start any revision.

In a week, I have to finish Chemistry, Biology and Maths.

This time round, really hope I can do well.

Good luck!!! Fighting!!!!!!!!!!

I found something cute today~

Mom brought it back from somewhere.

This is what i got =)

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It’s a biscuit~~

My mom’s friend made it. I don’t think I will eat it ><