This year is a remarkable year..
Why??
Because.. Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day fall on the same day
Which is…..
14^th of February~

I had a wonderful Chinese New Year at Malacca..
There are plenty of foods there and the only thing you can do is to stuff yourself with foods~
Being in a Baba family, I think that’s what they usually do – serving people with lots of foods.
I went back to KL on the third day of Chinese New Year
Then, I went to Perak to visit my relatives in Pusing and Ipoh to visit Virgil..

There’s something weird in me that, I love to go Ipoh so much and I don’t know why.
But, every time I go there, I’ll start to be emo lol~
It’s so weird that I really don’t know how to explain it.
This is not the first time I had this feeling
Even last year, I went there with my friends I also had this feeling

It’s a lonely feeling.
It’s like, there’s something that I had to accomplish but I don’t know what it is
I can feel that my heart is empty and I don’t know what to do.
I just want someone to be with me that time, but I don’t know who
I’m just missing someone but I don’t know who.
It’s hard to explain even to myself
It’s simply complicated~

Even now, I still have this feeling with me.
I think all I need now are my friends.
I need them to fill me up and get rid of this feeling

I asked me sister to accompany me tomorrow at home but she resist.
She wants to follow mom to mom’s friend’s house to get ang pau ==
I immediately feel empty and really want to cry.

Now, by posting this, I hope I can at least recover a bit.
I seriously don’t know what to do now
If you asked me not to go Ipoh anymore, then it’ll kill me
Because I got attracted to that place so much now
And..
The weird thing is..
I don’t know when I start to like that place so much

Yea~~
Today went shopping with Mei Yin and Ai Ling at Midvalley..
Well... I think I'm the only who goes shopping because both of them didn't buy anything..
Window shopping I guess =]

I'm so grateful there're willing to spend their 4 1/2 hours time with me just to help me find a pair of slippers~
Too bad not many slippers are not suitable for me~~
I can see that they're tired and getting bored =(
Sorry ya my darlings~

However, they're really kind and helpful
haha~
So finally, I bought one
Quite like it but my mom don't =(
She said it's childish~
sob sob

I don't think it would be a problem wearing that to college
and...
it won't give me problem when I drive
because the slippers is not flat
so.. I can't call it slipper..
Whatever then.. It's just a thing that you wears on your foot =D


I would also like to wish everyone

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~~~!!!

This year is the Tiger year~~
So...
Hope everyone is healthy and may lucks stay by your side every time~

p/s: I still got loads of homework to so this CNY T_T

Got back my Applied Maths test paper today~

I was hoping I can score for this paper..

Because I admit that I've been putting more effort on my tutorial this year..

So.... Hopefully the results isn't that bad..

Got my paper and look at the results~

Speechless~

No comment~

Don't know what respond i should give now~

17/29 only~

which means it's only around 29% out of 50%

This seriously didn't help much in pulling my marks higher...

I really don't know what to say~

So sad~

Feel like I did not gain anything from my efforts~

Total marks for maths 55%~

Sucks~~

2nd worst result ever for maths~

The last exam only score 43%

A bit improvement but still not enough~

Never in my life I got these results for maths~

This is certainly the 1st time..

I asked teacher, and he say...

I should study smart..

And..

My friend say, study smart but not study hard @@

No idea at all now~

I know I'm slow~

Find myself hard to think out of the box

Biology teacher said I only know how to think straight

*Sigh*

Now I finally know what is Cambridge A Level~

No point study so much where you will noe neccessary know how to answer to the question.

A friend of mine got higher marks than me even though she did not complete her homework

I think this is what we call study smart but not hard~

Wah~~

Finally off with the Chemistry test~~!!

It’s been a hard day but now finally can rest at home~

I apparently blanked one 6m question, lost quite some marks on a 7 question mark and blanked some sub questions and not sure about the others XD.. Just crap all the way =P

Hmm… I also completed the album that I want to give Hong Yi

So happy now~~

Sorry guys for not telling you all my plan~

That’s also one of the reason why i want your baby’s pic but since it’s a failure gathering it, i decide not to include it

Anyway.. Hong Yi, i hope everything goes on well at Aussie~

Don’t catch cold la~~

And…

Sorry for my message lol~

I think mine one is the emo one hahaha..

But…

I also need to thanks Virgil and of course Ai Ling for helping me~

Virgil corrected my English and Ai Ling have been running up and down few days to get the pic done..

Ermmm.. Also thx to everyone la~ ESPECIALLY one dozen family~

Without you all, I can’t complete this photo album because there’s no photos that I can insert XD

So THANKS GUYS~~!!

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Get back my Pure Maths test paper~

Wow~~ I kinds screw it XD..

Only score half of the total mark swt now~~

Hopefully my Applied Maths can cover the marks~~

Once upon a time, a baby girl was born, and born she was to the family of Gan.

Thus her name Gan Hong Yi, occasionally Jenny.

With a pair of big pretty eyes, a cute tiny nose, and two small bare hands, as the years grow, so does her beauty shows.

One day, she felt in love with a guy.

Happy she was, though this didn’t seem to last.

At last, she found her prince.

Matching they were, envy were the others.

With her wonderful and supportive friends, hence this album solely from their pair of hands.

No offence were made throughout the process.

A lovely album for a lovely girl ^^

The front cover of the album










Everyone's message will be sealed in this album
=)

Wao~~
I finally settle this blog *phew*
Having so much trouble with it for the past few days~
Since it's back to normal, I can also go back to my study mood
haha~~

*p/s: tmr gt maths A test*

Haha.. Studying at library now with Terence, elly, Virgil, jean sean, jo anne and kah yan!
Elly 1st time study in library haha.. What a new evolution lol..
good luck everyone *peace*
#^^#

Fighting!!


Just look at Elly.. How serious is she in studying her Chemistry for organic compound.

--->
I don't know whether is -------------------Just woke up from his 'nap' I guess
Terence sleeping or
studying


Another serious face lol, but definitely not the one behind XD

Jo Anne is back to her hard work

Ah Sean is busy with her maths..

Looking at how pro study lol

Just to say that... you don't have the right to laugh at me..

I understand that I'm a slow catcher or absorber. I can't understand things fast in just a snap of finger.
I understand that I always make you all speechless in anything I say..
I understand I find myself hard in understanding your jokes..
I understand that sometimes i really make your body temperature goes high..

But I just want you to know that...

This is the way I am..

I'm not like everyone else who are able to get everything people said..
You can make fun of my weakness but sometimes it hurts, it really hurts..
I also wanted to be like everyone, but this is already the way i am since i was born..

I'm sorry if you ever feel that I'm slow, naive or blur..
This is not what I want but part of my weakness..

Things can be taught and learn, provided you are willing to teach and be patient in teaching..
Do not make fun of me if i ever said something wrong but explain to me..

I'm grateful to have friends who are willing to explain and teach me:
Ai Ling
Mei Yin
Ming Ling
Hong Yi
Wen Ee
Xiang

So why not let yourself to be part of it?