Got back my Applied Maths test paper today~

I was hoping I can score for this paper..

Because I admit that I've been putting more effort on my tutorial this year..

So.... Hopefully the results isn't that bad..

Got my paper and look at the results~

Speechless~

No comment~

Don't know what respond i should give now~

17/29 only~

which means it's only around 29% out of 50%

This seriously didn't help much in pulling my marks higher...

I really don't know what to say~

So sad~

Feel like I did not gain anything from my efforts~

Total marks for maths 55%~

Sucks~~

2nd worst result ever for maths~

The last exam only score 43%

A bit improvement but still not enough~

Never in my life I got these results for maths~

This is certainly the 1st time..

I asked teacher, and he say...

I should study smart..

And..

My friend say, study smart but not study hard @@

No idea at all now~

I know I'm slow~

Find myself hard to think out of the box

Biology teacher said I only know how to think straight

*Sigh*

Now I finally know what is Cambridge A Level~

No point study so much where you will noe neccessary know how to answer to the question.

A friend of mine got higher marks than me even though she did not complete her homework

I think this is what we call study smart but not hard~

Wah~~

Finally off with the Chemistry test~~!!

It’s been a hard day but now finally can rest at home~

I apparently blanked one 6m question, lost quite some marks on a 7 question mark and blanked some sub questions and not sure about the others XD.. Just crap all the way =P

Hmm… I also completed the album that I want to give Hong Yi

So happy now~~

Sorry guys for not telling you all my plan~

That’s also one of the reason why i want your baby’s pic but since it’s a failure gathering it, i decide not to include it

Anyway.. Hong Yi, i hope everything goes on well at Aussie~

Don’t catch cold la~~

And…

Sorry for my message lol~

I think mine one is the emo one hahaha..

But…

I also need to thanks Virgil and of course Ai Ling for helping me~

Virgil corrected my English and Ai Ling have been running up and down few days to get the pic done..

Ermmm.. Also thx to everyone la~ ESPECIALLY one dozen family~

Without you all, I can’t complete this photo album because there’s no photos that I can insert XD

So THANKS GUYS~~!!

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Get back my Pure Maths test paper~

Wow~~ I kinds screw it XD..

Only score half of the total mark swt now~~

Hopefully my Applied Maths can cover the marks~~

Once upon a time, a baby girl was born, and born she was to the family of Gan.

Thus her name Gan Hong Yi, occasionally Jenny.

With a pair of big pretty eyes, a cute tiny nose, and two small bare hands, as the years grow, so does her beauty shows.

One day, she felt in love with a guy.

Happy she was, though this didn’t seem to last.

At last, she found her prince.

Matching they were, envy were the others.

With her wonderful and supportive friends, hence this album solely from their pair of hands.

No offence were made throughout the process.

A lovely album for a lovely girl ^^

The front cover of the album










Everyone's message will be sealed in this album
=)

Wao~~
I finally settle this blog *phew*
Having so much trouble with it for the past few days~
Since it's back to normal, I can also go back to my study mood
haha~~

*p/s: tmr gt maths A test*

Haha.. Studying at library now with Terence, elly, Virgil, jean sean, jo anne and kah yan!
Elly 1st time study in library haha.. What a new evolution lol..
good luck everyone *peace*
#^^#

Fighting!!


Just look at Elly.. How serious is she in studying her Chemistry for organic compound.

--->
I don't know whether is -------------------Just woke up from his 'nap' I guess
Terence sleeping or
studying


Another serious face lol, but definitely not the one behind XD

Jo Anne is back to her hard work

Ah Sean is busy with her maths..

Looking at how pro study lol

Just to say that... you don't have the right to laugh at me..

I understand that I'm a slow catcher or absorber. I can't understand things fast in just a snap of finger.
I understand that I always make you all speechless in anything I say..
I understand I find myself hard in understanding your jokes..
I understand that sometimes i really make your body temperature goes high..

But I just want you to know that...

This is the way I am..

I'm not like everyone else who are able to get everything people said..
You can make fun of my weakness but sometimes it hurts, it really hurts..
I also wanted to be like everyone, but this is already the way i am since i was born..

I'm sorry if you ever feel that I'm slow, naive or blur..
This is not what I want but part of my weakness..

Things can be taught and learn, provided you are willing to teach and be patient in teaching..
Do not make fun of me if i ever said something wrong but explain to me..

I'm grateful to have friends who are willing to explain and teach me:
Ai Ling
Mei Yin
Ming Ling
Hong Yi
Wen Ee
Xiang

So why not let yourself to be part of it?

Christmas Eve..

i went to Setapak with Xin Yee just to meet Mei Yin, Ai Ling and Ming Ling. Ming Ling wanted to introduce us her bf XD. So, we had our lunch at 爱面子. Well, that’s the first time i go there so everything seems new to me =D.

My gosh.. It’s so hot in there even though the air cond is on ==”. Anyway, I ordered their specialty which is hot and spicy pan mee. Mei Yin said is not so hot so i might have a try on it since it’s my first time. The first few spoons were okay, not that hot. Later on, my mouth starts burning and i can’t stand it that i need water immediately. I was so idiot, drinking cold drinks will only make you feel hotter, and it really does. Too bad, i have to stay in that situation until i finish my noodles =X

So after our lunch, we went back home, but Mei Yin and Ai Ling will have to go to college. I online for about an hour and then went for nap, so damn tired that time, i think is because i slept at 4am the previous day haha..

Xin Yee wanted us to stay overnight at her place and no choice i have to ask mom and dad. The time i asked mom, the only thing she said is that, dad receive the results which tarc send to him by mailing. Oh My God is what i had in mind. Mom also said that dad is very disappointed with my results and wonder if i can continue my A Levels. Aiyaiyai… I told them that i didn’t do well in my exam but i didn’t think that the one right in front of their eyes will give such a great impact.

I still ask mom about the overnight thing, but she asked me to ask dad so i went and ask him but with a calm me, hoping that he won’t mention anything about my results. Mom, dad and bro are going for movie that time and i need a car. So complicated and with what mom told me just now, i really don’t feel like going anymore but i don’t want to ruin everyone’s night so i gather my courage and ask dad again. Alas, thank god he allow me *phew*, but i still don’t feel like going because I'm going out again on Monday and Tuesday.

At last, i still go. We celebrate at Desa Park City. Taking a walk around the lake, eating ice cream that we bought, taking photos with crazy action and doing crazy things. Everything just seems fine but i actually still worried about my results and so afraid that i can’t cope it. By now, just hope everything will be okay and there’s someone who can help me.

We went back to XY’s house and start editing the photos and upload it. We spent the whole night until 3am. The worst part of me is, i was doing homework while they busy choosing pictures XD. I’ve been playing the whole time and this is the time for me to stop, so one day without touching any books make me feel uncomfortable lol.. This is really so unlike me XD

Christmas..

I did nothing much today. After got back my own house, i just walk up and down. It was almost 12pm that time so there’s nothing to do besides work, but I'm a bit lazy so let’s just keep it for night time.

I’m so tired after lunch. I thought of doing homework but i slept throughout the day until 6.30pm. Wow.. I've been sleeping for 4 hrs.

there’s really nothing to do for Christmas, besides watching TV and doing homework. Really bored~~ No turkey this year T_T too bad~~

So that’s how i spend my nights for xmas eve and xmas..

Dear.. Sometime i really don’t know what to tell you.. Do you know that sometimes i really feel myself for being useless? I can’t even cure your pain you have, can’t even bear it with you..

Sometimes life is meant to be like that. Don’t torture yourself anymore kay? I know it’s pretty hard for you but please bear in mind, you will not always be alone..

Stay strong, i don’t wish and dare not to see you fall..

Xiang..