Christmas Eve..

i went to Setapak with Xin Yee just to meet Mei Yin, Ai Ling and Ming Ling. Ming Ling wanted to introduce us her bf XD. So, we had our lunch at 爱面子. Well, that’s the first time i go there so everything seems new to me =D.

My gosh.. It’s so hot in there even though the air cond is on ==”. Anyway, I ordered their specialty which is hot and spicy pan mee. Mei Yin said is not so hot so i might have a try on it since it’s my first time. The first few spoons were okay, not that hot. Later on, my mouth starts burning and i can’t stand it that i need water immediately. I was so idiot, drinking cold drinks will only make you feel hotter, and it really does. Too bad, i have to stay in that situation until i finish my noodles =X

So after our lunch, we went back home, but Mei Yin and Ai Ling will have to go to college. I online for about an hour and then went for nap, so damn tired that time, i think is because i slept at 4am the previous day haha..

Xin Yee wanted us to stay overnight at her place and no choice i have to ask mom and dad. The time i asked mom, the only thing she said is that, dad receive the results which tarc send to him by mailing. Oh My God is what i had in mind. Mom also said that dad is very disappointed with my results and wonder if i can continue my A Levels. Aiyaiyai… I told them that i didn’t do well in my exam but i didn’t think that the one right in front of their eyes will give such a great impact.

I still ask mom about the overnight thing, but she asked me to ask dad so i went and ask him but with a calm me, hoping that he won’t mention anything about my results. Mom, dad and bro are going for movie that time and i need a car. So complicated and with what mom told me just now, i really don’t feel like going anymore but i don’t want to ruin everyone’s night so i gather my courage and ask dad again. Alas, thank god he allow me *phew*, but i still don’t feel like going because I'm going out again on Monday and Tuesday.

At last, i still go. We celebrate at Desa Park City. Taking a walk around the lake, eating ice cream that we bought, taking photos with crazy action and doing crazy things. Everything just seems fine but i actually still worried about my results and so afraid that i can’t cope it. By now, just hope everything will be okay and there’s someone who can help me.

We went back to XY’s house and start editing the photos and upload it. We spent the whole night until 3am. The worst part of me is, i was doing homework while they busy choosing pictures XD. I’ve been playing the whole time and this is the time for me to stop, so one day without touching any books make me feel uncomfortable lol.. This is really so unlike me XD

Christmas..

I did nothing much today. After got back my own house, i just walk up and down. It was almost 12pm that time so there’s nothing to do besides work, but I'm a bit lazy so let’s just keep it for night time.

I’m so tired after lunch. I thought of doing homework but i slept throughout the day until 6.30pm. Wow.. I've been sleeping for 4 hrs.

there’s really nothing to do for Christmas, besides watching TV and doing homework. Really bored~~ No turkey this year T_T too bad~~

So that’s how i spend my nights for xmas eve and xmas..

Dear.. Sometime i really don’t know what to tell you.. Do you know that sometimes i really feel myself for being useless? I can’t even cure your pain you have, can’t even bear it with you..

Sometimes life is meant to be like that. Don’t torture yourself anymore kay? I know it’s pretty hard for you but please bear in mind, you will not always be alone..

Stay strong, i don’t wish and dare not to see you fall..

Xiang..

Phew.. Just came back from Taiping few days ago. It’s indeed a splendid trip with my friends. A one that i will never forget.

Ipoh—>Taiping—>Penang—>Taiping. What a wonderful trip lol.. Well, there might be something went wrong during this trip, but i think it would be fine for me =D. Hmm.. I think it’s most probably my own problem. You know, telling spooky things in the middle of the night haha and I’m not prepared for those yet..

I won’t blame them for telling those but for myself. Maybe i really have to learn how to face everything.

Sometimes, i really hope the time will stop for that 1 week and just let myself enjoy the whole time. It’s very painful in me to bid goodbye to them, especially when I'm leaving Ipoh. There’s something that I've not done before leaving Ipoh, but i just can’t figure it out. Maybe is because of him haha..

Anyway, thanks a lot guys for the laughter and everything. Just hope that we can still organize a longer one. 1 week is still not enough for me XD

Sometimes life don't come around..
Sometimes being too close will only cause misunderstandings, perhaps only to me..
Perhaps this is my only problem..

I thought everyone can be close but who knows some may take me as a nuisance..
Maybe this is only my personal belief.
Hopefully it is..

This is what a sensitive person like me don't gain any benefits from this.

2 more days left before we’re totally separated. Please take good care of yourself. 有缘再见 and good luck!

So lazy to update blog for the past few weeks and days lol.. So I'll just summarised what I've been through during those weeks and days..

Test 3 is really tiring, stress and….. hmm…. many more i guess . Sitting in the college hall and everyone is busy doing their papers uhh… Sometimes really give me some headaches looking at everyone lol..

Physics paper is the final paper and this is also my worst subject ==". Fighting my very best for the paper just hoping i can score well. I’m so envy those who drop it . The minute the teacher announced that we can go back, everyone rushed to the door lol. Do you know why??? This is because……

We’re going to Genting!!! Yeah!!!

When we got there, the only we’re looking is food~~~ Most of us wants to have lunch up there and the price is…… well you know… EXPENSIVE THAN IN KL, oh my gosh!!! But we still have to eat~~

After that, we went to our hotel and room is so awesome!! 2 attached rooms, and i think it’s enough for all of us to sleep . The first thing the girls do is, jump onto the bed lol~~~ It’s so noisy and everyone is screaming and shouting lol!! Just like a small kiddo la..

Boys enter girl’s room and girls enter boy’s room, so harmony right?? haha.. Everything indeed went on well and i can see that everyone is happy haha.

We stayed 2 night at there, so now let’s see what we did up there :

• 2 days of buffet for dinner
• some go for theme park, some bowling and those indoor stuffs
• 打机场
• word we always say: hai gam sin (that’s it) – created when some of us went for the space shot
• bread, nesvita, maggi mee for first day breakfast
• marrybrown for second day breakfast and lunch
• pizza hut for third day lunch
• shopping
• pillow talk, true or dare during the first night
• etc….

Everyone is being crazy up there. Every conversation we made will surely contain biology, physics and chemistry haha. I think this is the consequences of stress.

It’s really fun up there. Who cares about how much money we spent, the most important is that we enjoyed ourselves a lot. This is truly an unforgettable trip with SN10.

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Every pressure about Test 3 is finally over. All the results, papers are finally given back. No more scholarships, no more pressure???